tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10196084351183249632024-02-21T22:50:35.314+07:00123454321VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-85091814076892864042009-05-01T21:50:00.002+07:002009-05-01T21:52:51.556+07:00this is so dumb of me...new blog.<br />its a music slash photography blog.<br /><br />since i have no ideas.<br /><br />follow if you like<br />close the window or tab if you dont.<br /><br />harhar<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" ><a style="font-family: georgia;" href="http://www.hellokittysuperhero.blogspot.com">ANOTHER NERDFIGHTER</a></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">lovey dovey.<br />end of this crappy one.<br /><br />oh well.<br /><br />harharharharhahrharhharhhar<br /><br /><br /></div></div>VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-83547294762552184162009-04-29T00:31:00.002+07:002009-04-29T00:43:41.515+07:00i think this is the last post on this one.uhhm.<br />yeaaahhh well i've been sorta thinkin lately that i am bored writing about my "personal" life.<br />well,it's not that personal if i write it now.is it?<br />and uhmm i'm tired of hitting that backspace button every time i want to write something then i think its offensive blaah de blahh and blah.<br />and this blog is full witthh..anger.<br />desperation and confusion.<br />which i hate superr duppperr muchoss.<br />so.<br />again,i have been thinking.<br />alot.<br />and whatever you say,hatever you think this may sound kinda stupid and lame.<br /><br />making a point.<br />people have fashion blogs.<br />food and drink blogs --> credits to a friend of mine, Dania with her blog hunger and thirst.<br />go green blogs --> Hank Green for ecogreen.com<br /><br />why don't i have a <span style="font-weight: bold;">music slash movie slash book slash photography slash art</span> blog????<br /><br />wanna know the reason?<br /><br />it's all i know.<br />my oxygen.<br />what i eat drink sleep with all day long.<br />basically,and literally,my whole damn crappy life.<br /><br />whatever crappy and evil minds you are all having now,i'm pretty sure you think "ngapain sih ni anak satu najis ngapain buat blog macem2 iuuuhh najis lalalalala" and all that nonsense.<br />but.<br />you do not control me.<br />you live only once.<br />you only have one life.<br />why not as well enjoy it?<br />have fun.do whatever you think it is the right step.<br /><br />like my tutor today om paulus.<br />(i'm pretty sure y'all know who he is....)<br />he was playing poker n fb.<br />and he didn't follow what his heart tell him to do.<br />guess what.<br />he lost the friggin game.<br /><br />so<br />basically.<br />i'm closing up.<br /><br />no more tears from me.<br />no more "emo" stuff from that other blog that i am gonna make.<br />and i accidentally forgot my email password.<br />so make sure you all add me on my new email which is on fb<br />and<br />yeaaahhh.<br />but i am not losing this line.<br /><br />and you wont miss it.<br />peace love and grooviness<br /><br />for the 70th time.on this blog<br /><br />valerie d.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-40807988715720984862009-04-21T14:29:00.002+07:002009-04-21T14:58:36.578+07:00super awesome.this month some(a lot of) people from youtube decided to do VEDA --> Vlog Every Day April<br />and some people decided to do BEDA --> Blog Every Day April.<br />and sheeesshh i have no idea how they do those stuff.<br />it's called commitment val.commitment.<br />got back from jogja last week and went straight to Macau at night.<br />it was exiting.<br />sort of.<br />walked a lot.talked a lot.eat a lot.<br /><br />and my computer just restarted it self.<br />great.<br />changed the cpu and the keyboard and this all sucks.<br />i hate it when this computer crashes.<br />soo<br />to 9th graders happy ujian ujian.<br />to 8th graders.happy autism.<br />to 7th graders.errr nothing to say.<br /><br />i have the worst stomach flu.<br />oh my my my cant stop puking screaming laughing and coughing.<br />and<br />hey.<br />i know you are famous rich popular and all that but wy do you have to mess up my day every single time you show up????<br />and for you people out there probably over a rainstorm,i bet you broken up to pieces,well i know you are not like peas in a pod anymore,i just dont get the way y'all think.<br />my tutor aswell.<br /><br />gonna take pictures now.<br />of my cats.<br />and paint.<br />and stuff.<br />hhrrmppphhh<br /><br />peace love grooviness and dftba,<br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-57446213958556143982009-04-02T21:12:00.001+07:002009-04-02T21:13:37.831+07:00pete wentz is like a parasite.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/36FXVrlXIuc&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/36FXVrlXIuc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />he did nothing.<br />but say "p-p-plug it in!" and "Thats right" <br />and i used to like this guy<br />my god.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-80981448215832440872009-04-02T19:51:00.002+07:002009-04-02T20:53:05.022+07:00counting days.yesterday was hard.for me.<br />twas April 1st.<br />oh five.<br />so this post is sort of dedicated to my grandpa,cause yesterday was 4 years after he passed on.<br />i have no pictures of him in this computer nor in my laptop.<br />but i stick his picture holding me @ my 3rd birthday.<br />Yes he passed away on april fools day.<br />and my cousins and i thought oh our parents in singapore must be joking.but that joke is just too weird,cause our parents called with tears.with regret.with no intention of making us crying but,well,whatwould you do if your somehow your father figure suddenly passed away and i can't even say goodbye?<br />it was a week after i got back from singapore.<br />3 days before he passed away,my mom and siblings went back to singapore to stay with my grandma.<br />and on the day he passed away,on the radio,(my mom told us) they played this really sad song.<br />the choir played it at his funeral.<br />and of course,we all cry.<br />he was in the news paper for 3 days.<br />people really loved him i suppose,he was a really fun and loving guy.not to mention he is really funny and handsome in his days.<br />and he also has the coziest room in the house.<br />and the only person that would take me to lunches everywhere and everyday.<br />favourite meal,triple cheese hotdogs from dairy queen and he would have a triple chocolate sunday(the one with cashews.and he'll ask for extra.he lovesss peanuts.)and i'll have the oreo blizzard.<br />i miss those times opa.<br />and wishing you were here again.<br /><br />peace love and grooviness<br />dftba<br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-33416048931396247502009-03-25T20:14:00.002+07:002009-03-25T20:30:44.294+07:00fart fart fart gasssssssssssssss.blaaaahhhhhhhh.<br />so okay.<br />my mouth feels like on fire :(<br />in a bad way.<br /><br />but mainly it is the mixture of jealousy,and oh God hate.<br />why does this happen to me every year.<br /><br />mid term tests.<br />oh emmm geeezzzz<br /><br />and err killmelondon gw ngerasa bgt ya itu ngmgin gw -_- maap deehhh maap maap<br /><br />i was really noisy at band practice while killmelondon was tuning her guitar.sorry.<br />and i have no idea why but.<br />--shhh--<br />something.haaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh<br />ohh May oh May please come soon and bring GREAT news.<br /><br />i miss seattle.<br />i miss san fran.<br />i miss berkeley.<br /><br />mostly i miss seattle.<br /><br />the power lines went out a few hours ago.<br />and haha the lights went out while i was playing candles-hey monday ahaha<br />and i was punishing myself by laughing.<br />:( bweeeeeeee<br />and i took pictures of candles.<br />there were tons and tons of candles around the house.<br /><br />and well,i just love it when it gets dark and gloooooooomy and full with candles.<br /><br />checking out youtube! ;P<br /><br />muahahahahahahhaahahahahahaha<br />i'm laughing but i just can't smile<br />and i am certainly not doing THAT again.<br />the worse thing that i have ever done.<br /><br />my mom is somehow funky.i love you.smooooccchhhh.<br /><br />yayy Barrack Obama<br /><br />peace love grooviness and dftba<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-15848171037433599882009-03-18T20:03:00.001+07:002009-03-18T20:11:27.852+07:00<object width="400" height="307"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=3564699&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" /><embed src="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=3564699&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="400" height="307"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://vimeo.com/3564699">Marching Bands of Manhattan cover</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user607246">William Beckett Jr.</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.<br /><br /><object width="400" height="227"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=3133503&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" /><embed src="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=3133503&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=0&color=&fullscreen=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="400" height="227"></embed></object><br /><a href="http://vimeo.com/3133503">Heartbeats (bed room rendition)</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user607246">William Beckett Jr.</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-60878263905281005772009-03-18T18:20:00.002+07:002009-03-18T19:26:32.046+07:00i wonder how i'll write this down.so a lot of controversy in school.<br />people saying this and that.<br />i don't want to listen to it.<br />it's NOT like picking up trash in dresses (ok, credits to mr.Mraz for this sentence)<br />but like picking up trash in a 15cm stilettos.<br />and i guarantee.that hurts.<br />a lot.<br /><br />so.<br />as a form of showing my damn (as i think i posted about this in the early stages of this so called blog) teenage anger hormones,i am posting another poem (oh how poetic val.and i keep wondering how can i keep up with poems???idk.i just write whatever thats in my head and suddenly ... ta-daaa.a 4 verse poem.) that i accidentally pulled out from my archives while my guitar was there.un touched.and i touched it.and played this "cheery" chord progression and i found my favorite one that i wrote.and it became a song.<br />ohh yes people a song.<br />i have no idea like what the hell the words just fit.<br /><br />and i am posting it.<br />i still don't have a title for it,and people don't be harsh.<br />still a rookie. unlike some people who have LOTS AND LOTS OF EXPERIENCE.<br />ohh i hope you know.<br /><br />*START*<br />I hate ho your hair looks<br />I'll never give you my voice<br />Looks like a porcupine<br />Confused with a cactus plant<br /><br />pre-chor----- i say you have changed<br /> But you never realized<br /> You stabbed me so hard<br /> I finally died<br />chorus---- I played with my colored dice<br /> But then i want to throw it away<br /> Kicked and screamed at a bowling ball<br /> Oucchh my foot got broken<br /> Amputated and missing<br /><br />I was gone and left you my keys<br />I hope you treat i all well<br />Don't touch my stuff or you'll die<br />Proves me nothing but you're a traitor<br />---repeat prechor and chorus<br /><br />I didn't hope you'll like Rob Pat<br />He looks so gay i just realized<br />The end result is you hate me talking<br />But this means WAR.<br /><br />chords only E-A-D-A<br />*END*<br /><br />well if like anyone is offended or maybe pleased (wink wink wink),please talk to me about this and why you like it or not.i'll be glad to answer.<br />no more hiding this time.<br />just the truth.<br />IT WILL BE REVEALED.<br /><br />i am so dead tired.<br />painted my phone black with nail polish.<br />and i am idk.<br />mid term is just around the corner.<br />and well.taing deep deep deeeeeep breaths.<br /><br />and this is FOR SURE. i'm leaving for Sweden on the 23rd of June.<br />happy?idk.<br />it seems hard for me to trust anyone aside from my dear mother.<br />and i love her to death.<br /><br />SHE JUST GOT PROMOTED!!<br />ilysm mom.<br /><br />peace love grooviness and DFTBA<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-87965857897771590242009-03-13T22:21:00.002+07:002009-03-13T22:40:43.854+07:0060th post.if that matters.<br />i have no idea what happened to my dashboard cause it looks weird and i can't change the font.<br />great.<br />real great.<br /><br />band practice.<br />woookeeeyy.<br />interesting.<br /><br />have no idea what to comment on that particular event of my day<br /><br />i am literally traped in a damn trapeze <br />where i am a mouse and im lookin for cheeze<br /><br />my gran just got back from macau yesterday,and she got me this really cute juicy couture watch.<br />me and my cousin get identical watches.hers in pink mine in black<br />my whole family (in this case the ladies) loves shoes,zara,and juicy.<br />we all love those.<br />i guess it is the force of nature.<br /><br />neways.<br />i really want a holgaroid.<br />have the holga only need the polaroid back.<br />where ohhh where can i have you ohh holgaroid?<br />JAPAN.<br />or the internet.<br />crap nonsense i tell ya NONSENSE.<br /><br />jakarta why do you have to be so far far away.<br /><br />oh yeah.<br />my hair got chopped off last monday.<br />and i look like.someone.<br />my hair reminds me and my mom of someone.<br />we mutually know.<br /><br />and in 2 weeks my ass will be in djogja.<br />happy?nu-uh.<br />no camera for 2 days and in my perspective those 2 days will have really great views and human encounters.<br />i'll be picking salak or fungi and mushrooms or padi.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-51871237228395645382009-03-12T02:25:00.002+07:002009-03-12T03:01:41.837+07:00for the frst time writing dis frm my old phonein which apparently can open blogspot.my lx cant support gsm networks.like i hv mentioned few posts b4.well,early in the morning.(its 2.30 in the morning) and i cnt sleep.net is dead,trned the comp down.well.<br />There were rumors bout chris brown and rihannas secret wedding.true?<br />My only trustable gossip source,aside from e's the daily news,perez hilton,says nothng.no posts on his blog bout it.he was dissing bout mischa barton,giselle bündchens hubby and stuff.<br />Neways,i think that rumor is bonkers.<br />Oh.<br />Guys,anyone in ths world,if u kno me somehow,but idk u,pls do not,i repeat DO NOT add me on fb under any circumstances.there are lots of my life i dont want ppl 2 kno.<br /><br />I found ths new band on myspace,they hv a similar sound with patd.<br />Name : karate high school.<br /><br />Oh yeah,last sunday i found waiting 4 my rcket 2 come,and found out i downloaded all the songs.and i decided just to buy it to replace all the downloaded songs.but i just found out the songs i downloaded were acoustic sessions,or live performances.so keeping em both on my itunes.<br />Satisfied,i may say,we sing... has a more laid back feel to it and lounge-ish kinda sound.<br />Well.<br />Folie a deux.<br />Ok.4 and a half stars?<br />For me yes.why?<br />They lost their edgy-ish rocker feel like on take ths 2 ur grave and undr the cork tree.infinity on high still has an edgy rock band sound.folie a deux is somewhere between pop rock and techno i think.a lot of mixes,like on what a catch donnie,which imho should be the end of the album.<br />Mixes of where is ur boy 2nite.doug's jazzy version of ths aint a scene i thnk if i am not mistaken,brendon also sang,the cab.<br />I was surprised hey monday didnt make an appearance.hmm.<br />Pete and ash will be appearing on an episode of csi.just fyi.<br /><br />I got my bw lomo pics 2day.13 got burned.ouch.got my money returned.yey.<br /><br />I want to straighten thngs up between 'us' which means me against the whole world which causes a 3rd world war of nerdfighters and popular kids if that made sense.im tired of feeling awkward and weird talking to crapless shit holes and weird goldmines in the middle of the nite.what i dont get is,what the hell hapenned?i hv a hard time trusting people,including my shrink cousin.technology makes evrythng worse.sms email whatever.i am tired of breaking down evry efin year and causes severe damages.i regret asking my 'adorers' to come,since then i feel like a chainsaw.u need me once for smthng,then forget about me then use me again then frget,and the cycle keeps on going.and if im not there,ul look 4 me,if im there u loathe me and diss me like crap.i dont like that.cant u see and analyze thngs based on my perspective?i hv feelings 2 u kno.<br />THANKS FOR DITCHING!<br /><br />I am searchng 4 a polaroid camera.see,i cut my lomo pics like polaroids,and my mom said might aswell hv a polaroid then a lomo.hmmphh.<br /><br />I hv a new pet.<br />Namanya 'beo'<br />I hate u so much beo.<br />Paruhnya bs monyong2 and she has the juiciest lips evahh.<br />Eww.<br /><br />And um its 3.my thumbs are sore from writing ths on my phone.<br />Cant may come any sooner?<br />Pleare Lord gv us a chance.<br /><br />Who needs shelter from the sun?<br />I do.global warming is getting worse.<br />Peace,love,grooviness and dftba!<br /><br />Valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-52268851552161830392009-03-08T10:17:00.003+07:002009-03-09T15:59:56.943+07:00"HEY JASON!!I REALLY LIKE YOUR HAT!!THROW YOUR HAT!!!"those girls behind us were screaming like that.<br />idol divo....errr... hello delon aja deh -___-<br />opening act "indonesia raya" by idol divo.<br />laughed.<br />bahahaha.<br />then..<br />hello Jason.<br />and..<br />quite some people took pics with their slrs.<br />and sorta regret i didn't bring mine along.<br />but.<br />but.<br />takut rusak.................................<br />ended too soon.<br />he threw polaroids of his big band,and his polaroidpic with the audience as the background.<br />and hear him say "merci beaucoup" again<br />and terima kasih.<br />apa kabar.<br />hmm.<br />"my invisible gum"<br />and he does this monkey dance (where he pats his head and rubs his tummy)<br />they all wore batik.<br /><br />went to JJF with my mom and her really old friend who i call Paman.<br />who calls their uncles paman nowadays? ME!<br />he is this awesome artistic err,guy<br />i have known him since i was born,and the last time we met was like 5 years ago.<br />and he went to Pratt college in new york<br />and he got a job<br />in PARIS<br />for<br />John Galliano.<br />the guy who replaced Gianfranco Ferre of Christian Dior.<br />he(my paman) the best unknown couture designer that i have ever known.<br />and the funniest and fun err,guy that i have ever know.........<br />and he created a new word yesterday....<br />MRAZING<br />-can be used as a substitute word for, amazing,watching jason mraz.<br />and i thought that this word is hilarious.<br />i had fun.<br />my throat hurts.<br />too much screaming.<br />but<br />FUN!<br />mondayholiday<br /><br />and starting the 23rd of march<br />school starts at 6.30 AM.<br />mau bgn jam brp teman2??<br /><br />ohh well.<br />how come i write weirdly today.<br />sooooooooo<br />ohh wellll<br />haha<br />peace love grooviness and dftba<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-19396846836964242422009-03-01T00:21:00.002+07:002009-03-01T00:27:48.584+07:00Head in A SinkRefrigerator yaps<br />Water dispencers chirp<br />I have the total adoration of caps<br />And the ability to burp<br /><br />Thinking the difference from a duck and a goose<br />I heard stilettos click from the 3rd floor<br />My mother has 43 pairs of shoes<br />She heard me sing from her bathroom door<br /><br />My mouth is dry<br />My hands are sore<br />This is my last try<br />Before everyhing goes hard-core<br /><br />_copyright of valerie djuhari_VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-13398928500011731242009-03-01T00:15:00.002+07:002009-03-01T00:18:10.425+07:00Age Like WineHer eyesights are bad<br />Her legs hurt her<br />Her backbone is no longer straight<br />She is old and fragile<br /><br />Dear to my heart she is<br />Loving and caring she is<br />After the lost of a loved one<br />She dropped deeper and deeper<br /><br />With elegance and beauty like a swan<br />She grew old by the time<br />Now with a forced smile<br />We might lose another loved one<br /><br />I will love her 'till its the day<br />For she also loved and cared for me<br />I may not be the best of daughters<br />But all is in God's hands<br /><br />_copyright of valerie djuhari_VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-36692538093966593572009-03-01T00:00:00.002+07:002009-03-01T00:12:59.530+07:00I am ME and you are YOUFourteen years are long enough<br />All in tears and precious hugs<br />Idols with watermelon earrings<br />Listening to her I get a funny feeling<br /><br />Breaking legs is such a trend<br />Wishing I was playing on the sand<br />My fingers bleed from playing strings<br />Wishing not to play on the streets<br /><br />The rain comes and goes<br />When it ended came the stars<br />The world seems to hate me<br />Broke my life into shattered pieces<br /><br />One did something I shall not forget<br />One used to be my shoulder to cry on<br />One has always been a whiner and a traitor<br />And yet, I am one of them<br /><br />I am who I am that is true<br />People change but some might not<br />My day just turned out to be blue<br />I am Me and you are You<br /><br />_copyright of valerie djuhari_VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-91630196275560996952009-02-28T23:43:00.002+07:002009-03-01T00:00:30.017+07:00Who Else But You<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:worddocument> <w:view>Normal</w:View> <w:zoom>0</w:Zoom> <w:punctuationkerning/> <w:validateagainstschemas/> <w:saveifxmlinvalid>false</w:SaveIfXMLInvalid> <w:ignoremixedcontent>false</w:IgnoreMixedContent> <w:alwaysshowplaceholdertext>false</w:AlwaysShowPlaceholderText> <w:compatibility> <w:breakwrappedtables/> <w:snaptogridincell/> <w:wraptextwithpunct/> <w:useasianbreakrules/> <w:dontgrowautofit/> <w:usefelayout/> </w:Compatibility> <w:browserlevel>MicrosoftInternetExplorer4</w:BrowserLevel> </w:WordDocument> </xml><![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]><xml> <w:latentstyles deflockedstate="false" latentstylecount="156"> </w:LatentStyles> </xml><![endif]--><style> <!-- /* Font Definitions */ @font-face {font-family:"MS Mincho"; 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mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0; mso-tstyle-colband-size:0; mso-style-noshow:yes; mso-style-parent:""; mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt; mso-para-margin:0in; mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt; mso-pagination:widow-orphan; font-size:10.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; mso-ansi-language:#0400; mso-fareast-language:#0400; mso-bidi-language:#0400;} </style> <![endif]--><br />I am parched<br />Let me seek for water<br />As I am raising my hand<br />I am beaten and giving up<br /><br />But am I that weak?<br />In agony I shrieked<br />No.I said in my head<br />I won't lose hope.<br /><br />I am going to stand<br />And fight with my power<br />This is not the end<br />It is the beginning of a sunrise<br /><br />A new page might change everything<br />Reminiscing about my days at home<br />Remembering that tune I hummed<br /><br />All is well,all is peace<br />Then I felt the pain in my chest<br />I saw the gun let out its bullet<br />It went right through me<br /><br />Gushed with blood<br />I saw who.<br /><br />A traitor who knew it all.<br /><br />_copyright of valerie djuhari_<br /><p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Georgia;font-size:11;" ><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style=";font-family:Georgia;font-size:11;" ><o:p> </o:p></span></p>VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-1516625744435586512009-02-28T23:04:00.009+07:002009-02-28T23:33:49.351+07:00stuff can be much better.it is so not my fault.<br />i have nothing to do with it,its just the course of nature.<br />sorry if i did somehow hurt your feelings<br />but sometimes it you do the same thing to me.<br />THIS IS NOT AN EFFIN COMPETITION.<br />THIS IS REALITY.and there are no starts and finishes and there are no trophies or money to win.<br />people can be mean and obnoxious like..them.<br />and i quit.i quit of being a damn friend for y'all when y'all wont appreciate anything i do or anything to say just because we have nothing more incommon.<br />i quit.<br />oh yeah for jessi tantya and many others who requested for my poems,,<br />i'll post those 4 in 4 different posts.<br />just to fill this damn blog up<br />and i have nothing to write anymore these days.<br /><br />things actually have been great this week.<br />only 1 problem.<br />i have no idea how to use adobe anymore.<br />cause this damn computer keeps on turning on and off by itself (like the LCD i my class)<br />(which is..spooky at the same time)<br /><br />also i am sooo liking Looking For Alaska by John Green :) found the book!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYEv_SSrqb5umyXs2Yv8xcN4bGkxfCNVqWQxN2aEngicgyoYh5HnL1x7jPajEEJ2sgiplbYgdUDG5UkmCLNA5sD3QVAIb5JSMHilu2RovY39MrrZXSwQmu0v7WUlY_rHLXd2tDn2vYp5w/s1600-h/Cover+of+LOOKING+FOR+ALASKA.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 212px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgYEv_SSrqb5umyXs2Yv8xcN4bGkxfCNVqWQxN2aEngicgyoYh5HnL1x7jPajEEJ2sgiplbYgdUDG5UkmCLNA5sD3QVAIb5JSMHilu2RovY39MrrZXSwQmu0v7WUlY_rHLXd2tDn2vYp5w/s320/Cover+of+LOOKING+FOR+ALASKA.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307882181898963714" border="0" /></a>this is the "adult" version which looks clean and neat.mine is..a girl.from the side.well,anyone who sees me reading that book would kno the cover.neways.i enjoy it so much (apart from the extremely mini sized fonts.)<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I am also beggining to like the world of VLOGS on youtube.<br />imho,the most famous vlog is.......<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnPdTA73zc1NXTj5RcvMGagsMqhRxVacLKlIL2-Y39InDd7yFkKJrmfsyPAtAOjlFeto6d5dd6HwIxNrHO8DfBxWabT5smvynELVrhsat96NnSwPXClhh8gr-bYnE9bhVJkzHyNDWn9ok/s1600-h/b20logo.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 230px; height: 201px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnPdTA73zc1NXTj5RcvMGagsMqhRxVacLKlIL2-Y39InDd7yFkKJrmfsyPAtAOjlFeto6d5dd6HwIxNrHO8DfBxWabT5smvynELVrhsat96NnSwPXClhh8gr-bYnE9bhVJkzHyNDWn9ok/s320/b20logo.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307883310875368114" border="0" /></a><br /><br />yes, John Green the author.<br />that' s where i kno lookin for alaska and so on and on<br />and also people who recreated this "broterhood" also are fans of this vlog.<br />such as..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH1cYoviD_BNn7JOGrDGsu-xIO70c2g6_c4ghCuj6r6FFg-mt-XBYW9WPk3PY4eQ_MGRlD82M7Y5e0IovMYNsMgk52iso0ZPHAR3AZ1gK3hXefK1O71_eB9ZHLOkEmdreLRZriQgY7d9w/s1600-h/5ag.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 290px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjH1cYoviD_BNn7JOGrDGsu-xIO70c2g6_c4ghCuj6r6FFg-mt-XBYW9WPk3PY4eQ_MGRlD82M7Y5e0IovMYNsMgk52iso0ZPHAR3AZ1gK3hXefK1O71_eB9ZHLOkEmdreLRZriQgY7d9w/s320/5ag.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307883950705363330" border="0" /></a>5 Awesome Girls.<br />consists of Kristina,Lauren,Kayley,Hayley and Lianne.<br />all around the US,Kristina and Lauren are a part of the wizrock community.<br />Kristina is the uhhm,bassist i think from The Parselmouths (i posted them a few weeks ago)<br />and Lauren is from The Moaning Myrtles.<br />Lianne is...idk a singer??<br />but i got addicted instantly.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />there are also Five awesome GUYS,GAYS,and many more.<br />as i am a part of this "community" and a fan (oh yeah a fan of everything.what kind of dork are u vall??) i am officially a harrypotter/pokemon nerdfighter and i have my OWN happy dance :D<br />nerdfighters.<br /><blockquote>We're nerdfighters... We fight against suck... We fight for awesome. We fight using our brains, our hearts, our calculators and our trombones.</blockquote>-- so yeah i'm totally out of the ordinary.HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?--<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiASfIoiWWzjm2oIcyCdOWoQzTcNys91XhkuxCI6z6TVqzy5SNezVUMnH5dfSX9S2qKr6i06R8AaJdOmqrQjFu6yW9nqs_la_stiGmIocd3tUxs_pF9OwbPYmowVn8slNhA4aQiWRL9gw8/s1600-h/nerdfighters.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 104px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiASfIoiWWzjm2oIcyCdOWoQzTcNys91XhkuxCI6z6TVqzy5SNezVUMnH5dfSX9S2qKr6i06R8AaJdOmqrQjFu6yW9nqs_la_stiGmIocd3tUxs_pF9OwbPYmowVn8slNhA4aQiWRL9gw8/s320/nerdfighters.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307885826092580466" border="0" /></a>and we have to to this "sign" with our hand,ur pinky and ring finger together and your index and middle finger are also together forming a letter v.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvj-PSnkP1yWP8NAy2liG9m5opdR_A36ODAD25t6lZIxe7III4lOcqATORQO1u5iBrLIUdC_Om2C1ubnB9waKNt2TFOIOtQfCr2vn8KZQFQzpddNk1NeOHdD447Grv5-eHhjTiVkuUNWA/s1600-h/nerdfightersign.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 250px; height: 140px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvj-PSnkP1yWP8NAy2liG9m5opdR_A36ODAD25t6lZIxe7III4lOcqATORQO1u5iBrLIUdC_Om2C1ubnB9waKNt2TFOIOtQfCr2vn8KZQFQzpddNk1NeOHdD447Grv5-eHhjTiVkuUNWA/s320/nerdfightersign.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5307886317638791602" border="0" /></a>like that.<br />i have the incerdibility to do that since i was 2 my mom said.<br />awesome.<br />i'm a nerdfighter since i was born.<br />woooowwww lebai.<br /><br /><br /><br />ending this post.<br />and adding those 4 poems i promised to people.<br />peace love and grooviness.<br />DFTBA (who doesnt know this..u can google it.)<br /><br />valerie d.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-26358195677509158522009-02-21T01:50:00.003+07:002009-02-21T02:35:02.835+07:00can't sleep for the thousandth time.tried to close my eyes but still.bleeeehhhhhhh i just can't sleep.<br />my leg is aching and it hurts and i accidentally cracked it again.even tho i am wearing braces.<br />this is devastating...... -__-<br />anyways i figured what happened to my limewire.ga ada signal.the signal thing on the bottom left was red all the time and few minutes ago it was greeeeeeenn!!<br />so i got all hyped up and downloaded 20 songs or so.mostly the killers and katy perry.coz thnks to this somehow crappy itunes of mine i nearly lost like 60 something of my songs.gr8.<br /><br />i am hungry.and i am stuck upstairs.if i go downstairs it will take ages to go upstairs.why is this so haaaarrrrd...... i want grilled cheese.yum.in my refrigerator there are 4 kinds of cheese.mozzarella.parmesan.cheddar(like real cheddar).and kraft cheese yg cpt mleleh but not mozzarella.<br /><br />hmmmpphhh.<br />my blog is boring.<br />this is boring.<br />and yet some people ask me.why don't u make a VLOG instead?<br />capeeeeeeeeeeeee -_- thats alot of work work work making a vlog.<br /><br />i am currently reading Marker by Robin Cook.and i am still looking for Paper Towns and Looking for Alaska both by John Greene.<br />and yeay i am so bored.<br />next up reading secret life of bees bu sue monk kidd.<br /><br />and why the hell am i writing random paragraphs???<br />and why am i awake????<br /><br />stockholm.googling.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0YdOexGst0YUnGMq3JS4Aad0DgHmvtcpNBJmIx_NEyFWdvTIvPqczITsxxjBmUYP00fO98Ah4mJ7S8m-PBjzkV0LfMoGWLggSJx9NaKy7Tp91SfZUwg4O42RRIwAmabMQKBPMx3Q4PjQ/s1600-h/1100px-Stockholm.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 306px; height: 73px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0YdOexGst0YUnGMq3JS4Aad0DgHmvtcpNBJmIx_NEyFWdvTIvPqczITsxxjBmUYP00fO98Ah4mJ7S8m-PBjzkV0LfMoGWLggSJx9NaKy7Tp91SfZUwg4O42RRIwAmabMQKBPMx3Q4PjQ/s320/1100px-Stockholm.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304957599796186466" border="0" /></a>stockholm.hunh.wasnt what i had expected.<br /><br />new york academy of art.googling.<br />julliard.googling.<br />berklee.googling.<br />none seems to catch my eye.<br />i've been dreaming to go to berklee(as it is one of the best music colleges around....)and i thought.i think i just wanna go there coz the click five went there.<br />but it is a good school.<br />julliard wont accept a dodonk student like me.<br />but whatever. i still have a really long journey ahead.<br /><br />my mom told me "try to find out which school u wanna go to.what u want to be"<br />and i was like......whaaat??????<br />still 14 here.<br />and she is all panicky and somehow noisy when i say idk wat i wanna be.<br />then she gets cranky.<br /><br />sticking my tongue out till my mouth is dry<br /><br />peace love and grooviness<br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-29164392280625441782009-02-20T23:09:00.004+07:002009-02-21T00:00:54.301+07:00i kno my header is freaky.amateur in adobe.<br />watchin rob and big on mtv and it is friggin funny. rob is soooo.......typical skater.and they arae making fun of...en-ri-keehhhhhhhhhhhhh iglesias.<br />so today ms.khrisna putu ningsih gave us (in my opinion) the crappiest but for me the most challenging and yet the most interesting task.to make a poem.<br />so far...4 lines.<br />(note this is not the beginning of the poem as i scrape the pieces all together at the end)<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i am parched</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">let me seek for water</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />as i am raising my hand</span> <span style="font-style: italic;"><br />and giving up</span><br /><br />--so far i think i am gonna add--<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">but am i that weak?</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">in agony i shrieked</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">no i said in my head</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">i wont loose hope</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">i am going to stand </span> <span style="font-style: italic;">fight with my power</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">this is not the end</span> <span style="font-style: italic;">it is the beginning of a sunrise.<br /><br /></span>poetry was not my favorite thing to study at all.but somehow i'm starting to get the hang of it.<br />newwaysss<br />not to brag or anything.but my cousin is a Co-Founder and Chief Experience Officer of <a href="http://www.tobi.com/">tobi.com.</a> check that out.it is not her designs tho,its..a mixture of couture fashion like chloe,alexander wang,dianne von furstenburg, and many others.there are also like small fashion boutiques there.my favourites are: (note that this is not a fashion blog.peace to ppl who owns fashion blogs,don't be harsh as i am "new" and still awkward posting these.hah.)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4OmQ5HgkjPd80TgL9lHUejJ-Qn7w6F5R8Er2VgPvI6Jn1FJBDQYwMpwnQZ9SAc6-0bEy4NY2fZxsqt_RRbEvYUiW2aMJ0UTWWTPbG2pKelASywqQWQ0OaxmSIPh7KBBeV0y3m1YhcQ6k/s1600-h/california-dreamin-main.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 269px; height: 245px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4OmQ5HgkjPd80TgL9lHUejJ-Qn7w6F5R8Er2VgPvI6Jn1FJBDQYwMpwnQZ9SAc6-0bEy4NY2fZxsqt_RRbEvYUiW2aMJ0UTWWTPbG2pKelASywqQWQ0OaxmSIPh7KBBeV0y3m1YhcQ6k/s320/california-dreamin-main.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304919776589174658" border="0" /></a> and.........<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSsqZbfNZGo4UkVmz5dwfI_hCntc0FQAIs2PPEO3Ppg7sL7Xxkv2_QdHyc2aNxZ8oXW2K_BX6nf-uMEOsA4sA7JMKiz38IML-9bHbCisYxfa6TLhZhryT7axoYaBaRyi9nQt-fHpIHJJY/s1600-h/cheapmonday_s08_01_01.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 209px; height: 195px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSsqZbfNZGo4UkVmz5dwfI_hCntc0FQAIs2PPEO3Ppg7sL7Xxkv2_QdHyc2aNxZ8oXW2K_BX6nf-uMEOsA4sA7JMKiz38IML-9bHbCisYxfa6TLhZhryT7axoYaBaRyi9nQt-fHpIHJJY/s320/cheapmonday_s08_01_01.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304923296484641330" border="0" /></a> skinnies,leggings and many more.<br />but....<br />my cousin Corina Nurimba (google her) is the owner of <a href="http://www.azaleasf.com">Azalea boutique</a> which is sort of the summary of watever in tobi.com.<br />and i love all her picks.<br />i'm trying to make a point.which is i love love love the boots.the boots.drooollll.<br />cant copy the image tho.something is wrong with this friggin track pad.<br /><br />and moving on.<br />rihannna get well soon.3rd time is a charm.eventho gajd nton 2 weeks b4 concert.good thing i hvnt bought tickets.phheeewwwwwhhh.<br />photography tomorrow.<br />and i am gonna get the pics of my lomo yesssssss.<br />science club tomorrow.<br />i am seriously a geek.<br />and yet i am in really bad mood with.............ehem hem hem.<br />no one calls my mom "that"<br />asshole.<br /><br />hello and goodnite dear role models wannabees and copycats<br />i ain't movin to southern carolina.<br />let me have a happy life<br /><br />peace love and grooovinessss<br /><br />valerie d<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span></span></span>VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-17010906057811258732009-02-18T18:08:00.002+07:002009-02-18T19:04:36.902+07:00vaaavaaavoooommmmalas i craked me damn knee again here mateys.rrrrrrr.<br /><br />and i am soo hating my self.and trying to make it all rite by shut the effin up and stop all the bull-s.<br /><br />i have nothing to say but i am ashamed of what i have done and i apologize,but this is not normal.not anymore.i am too sick and tired and to fragile to fight. my guns are out of ammunition and i am raising my white flag.and i had no idea that i was such a bore and such an a hole.<br />then what am i supposed to do when i have not heard any explanation?<br /><br />hmmmppph.<br />writing some do's and don't-s.cause i am damn friggin tired of COPYCATS who write blogs on their <span style="font-weight: bold;">FRIENDSTER PROFILE</span> yg i swear <span style="font-weight: bold;">ga mutu</span> and SHE only writes it when i tell her something funny and then she'll change everything on her profile (e.g,mp3 music,skin,font,name,everything.) ugggh can i please stab you?<br />my friggin do's and dont's if you are somewhere near me and somehow suddenly "close" to me.<br />1.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DO</span>--please don't be a hypocrite.<br />2.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DON'T</span>--talk behid my back cause i'll know eventually i (somehow) can sense something really fishy and stinky.<br />3.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DO</span>--have your own version in everything.(if you get what i mean)<br />4.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DON'T</span>--in any way under any circumstances tell me what to do.cause you are NOT my goddamn mother and you are not a role model i wanna be.<br />5.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DO</span>--have some common sense if you hate me at the moment.(see DO no.2)<br />6.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DON'T</span>--keep on lying and telling me that i am "likeable" over there over your creepy ponytail that is absolutely smells like drool.it's gross.seriously it is.<br />7.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DO</span>--if i have done something wrong,tell me what i did and i will listen.<br />8.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DON'T</span>--make me cry and have no one to talk to and make me have a black face and making me feel extremely guilty.<br />9.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DO</span>-- ask me how the goddamn i am effin doing for your effin information.<br />10.<span style="font-weight: bold;">DON'T</span>--in any condition,in any way feel that i am lucky.cause the truth lies within and i just don't want to reveal it.yet.i am not that strong i am a TWIG.<br /><br />i am ending and i am not growing younger.<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-66701122924883430332009-02-09T22:21:00.002+07:002009-02-09T22:34:47.032+07:00and i am restless.whateverrrr i am so dead with today.practically threw my sidekick out from the window!yikes and ouch.it got dirty but,for the sake of my phone's safety.<br />tests all week and it is exhausting.<br />rapping the week.<br />last week was....surprising,amazing and i have no word to describe last week.mom made unsuspected decisions which blew me away. MASA,ok ok well we went out with my mom's friends like always,which is always a blast and i met oma ratnaaaa :) :) she is tante lily's mom (my mom's friend's mom.) and she is the funkiest grandma ever.haha,not related tho.<br />neways,went to sency with tante lily,oma ratna,tante judy,tante jane,and welcoming tante irene back from the states we miss her so much.had dinner together at duck king.crowded,watever.we planned to watch a midnite show but my mom had an even better idea.(fyi,it was like, 10 at nite.) (and we were having coffee at tator,ngeliatin and ngegosipin org2 yg omg dan thre was this couple yg mengerikan,the girl was crying, trus cowonya kek narik2 dy,dan keknya lg...horni ngajak...u kno.keknya cewenya ga mau cowonya ampe banting kaleng haha nescafe yg lg dy mnm ke meja gt.and gw yg kena ceramah oleh tante2 tercinta -__- )<br />and ok ignore that.mom mom said......."WOOOI AYO KITA KARAOKE"<br />and gw lgs ketawa.ngakak.sendiri.tante2 is not being helpful. at all.gw diplototin.and i said "mom u r nuts.ud malem"<br />M: biarin sabtu ini i am still awake<br />Tante Judy : ayo ke bellagio murah<br />Tante Jane : ok ayo.<br />IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN.bhkn ada lagu CLICK FIVE MCR RIHANNA.(itu yg gw nyanyiin.fob cm ada sugar were going down.and i sang tc5's good day,tp klipnya....klip mcr lg konser.tante2 crazy itu maen krincing2an and surprisingly my mom lompat ke kursi and strated jumping.)(weird?i don't know her maluuuuuuuu)<br />and omg bnran it was one of the funnest nites that i have ever had.hahahah we got home at 12.30 dan cape.bgt.<br />tp overall karaoke is really fun and if you spend your money at the rite place,you'll seriously have a good time.cause i did.and i am soo lookign forward to doing it again.<br />watched benjamin button ystrday.at blitz.great movie.interesting plot.<br /><br />ok watever gonna watch changeling on dvd.<br /><br />vlaerie d.<br />cant spell rtie anymore mom yellignVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-19012311550087371272009-02-06T19:12:00.002+07:002009-02-06T19:36:12.073+07:005 posts to 5045th post.yeahhh awk..ward.<br />sitting here,watching tv,browsing watever chords,playin my guitar.<br />cracked my knee again yesterday.<br />damn it hurts.baaaaaaad.<br />and i have to wear those damn big chunky braces again.<br />haaaa.<br />i am listening to...6months hey monday.<br />and i am playing along.<br />and i am trying to reach those high notes which is devastatingly and superbly high<br />and eventually yesterday my dear dear mother (i think) heard me actually did that while i was in my bathroom which is next to my mom's room.<br />and the response thankfully "you sound good"<br />amen.<br />maybe i'm not as worse as i think i am.<br />hmm.<br />what do you all see in JOE JONAS??????<br />sorry for this this this..weird spontaneous sentence as i am watching E true Hollywood story a to zac.yes this indovision tv has technical problems for....practically every channel exept hbo hbo signature cinemax star movies and E.mtv,cartoon network,v channel,nada.dead.finished i have no idea what the hell happened.<br />neways,im going to passer baroe tom.<br />not that exited,as i am really not into taking pictures these days,i take crap pics.and i suck at taking pictures of humans.<br />and i really suck at apologies and confrontation and writing poetry.<br />3 worse things of me.<br />and i am experiencing a mental breakdown.not that mental.if i am i would probably lock myself in bathroom and stay in the corner weeping moping and hell knows what else.<br />but i am only...keeping it to myself.<br /><br />i remembered when i--we,were friends,we made this video which is really stupid and i actually considered to post it on utube but THANK GOD I DELETED THAT AND IF U R READING THIS "WHOEVER YOU ARE" LISTEN.i had no intentions fighting or shutting up or whatever but you seriously change in a year.and i am tired of your whole 'ms.oh-so-popular' attitude and you are making me barf into paper bags.<br /><br />end of the post i guess.1 last paragraph.<br />idk why,but i started my 1st blog when last year.when i was 13.<br />and i think when you are 13 you start to know what is a blog,and you start to make one.<br />well,,some links i have just added next to this post.consider it some kind of,,introduction to new bloggers.which is really.....surprising.<br /><br />i am a nerd i actually joined SCIENCE CLUB.<br /><br />peace love grooviness + nerdyness<br /><br />whatever major loserS.i don't care what you say.<br /><br />valerie d.<br /><br /><br />PS.stop all that black face to me please?do you kno what i am doing?i am actually avoiding..you.VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-71488641274183070882009-02-03T16:00:00.003+07:002009-02-03T22:20:45.719+07:00listening to cute is what we aim for.FYI the post below this post was supposed to be posted on Sunday,but due to tired eyes,lack of knowing what to put where and my left shoe went to the right and all that moody,depressing,oh em geez moments.this paragraph doesn't make sense.whatever.<br /><br />i'm feeling.......hmm.pancakes.or apple strudel.or.....a slice of four seasons cheese cake.<br />i'm......randomly craving for food........and sleeping while listening to my itunes half awake,play guitar and screaming at the top of my lungs while stuffing my face with a pillow.that helps.a lot.<br /><br />and saying,,abeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....ber-crombiee :)<br />and supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. idk how to spell so just...whatever.<br /><br />holidays are awesome..time to sleep and just sleep and sometimes beg for money by saying "Gong Xi2"<br />speaking of holidays i sorta loved this years chinese new year :) fun.coz my cousins from spore and oz went back home!and my cuz from oz is coming home for good! :) yayyzzzz<br />not normal.<br /><br />and noww..i think I am the hypocrite.<br />awww myyeeennnn...wwwaaaaiiii Lord waaiiiii<br /><br />ok back to my self-conscience.breatheeee valerie breathe.<br /><br />i love writing at this time.dark.quite.just me,the clicking sound of my laptop keyboard,and my itunes.and my grandad's granfather clock which my cuz wants to take when this house is his.in your dreams ko.in your dreams.-___-<br /><br />it's been a long time since i've been online on msn.and i am rite now.and i'm talking to lke 4 ppl at once which is freaky.and weird.and awkward.<br />whateverrrr.<br /><br />i cried yesterday knowing my grandma is not looking or feeling that well.i got scolded by her pdhl i didn't do anything which is really sad and this is scaring me to death.<br />seriously imho,doesn't it scare you when someone screams at you for no particlar reason and just wont talk to you?<br />i'm scared of her.truly i am.<br />as much as i love her,it's sad.<br />it truly is.<br /><br />listening to weird awkward songs.anti-folk mostly.<br />and...i'm liking Kimya Dawson also sooo much. dork.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiIDFioQBzkbbW-2qrPxYKxM0Qlx5yI7HkW3hbhwKGrJqsVWfhJiylcFIM6TFjR9L-rbyPOwz-vWRc0YkXJ9cb4xwogImKnr4tD1ZjUljZaZbnnXF0_uki35wmAIENLpZueLJ9lGBfk00/s1600-h/kimya_dawson-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiIDFioQBzkbbW-2qrPxYKxM0Qlx5yI7HkW3hbhwKGrJqsVWfhJiylcFIM6TFjR9L-rbyPOwz-vWRc0YkXJ9cb4xwogImKnr4tD1ZjUljZaZbnnXF0_uki35wmAIENLpZueLJ9lGBfk00/s320/kimya_dawson-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298565396366116354" border="0" /></a>haha.even though she looks weird,and has a really REALLY weird voice,lyrics and song,i like her.yes i am weird and i am a dork.<br />so like whatever i watched 90210 and gossip girl.and the 2nd season of gossip girl.....is just FRUSTRATING.i bite my bolsters and almost tore it apart.i like blair serena dan and CHUCK.i kno,weird but i dunno i just like him on the 2nd season.dorkie valerie.<br />90210.i really really like SILVER!<br />gaed val how dorkier CAN you be.<br />dork dork dork.<br />and i also like munchausen by proxy-zooey deschanel's band in yes man.<br />which is totally awesome and funny and i laughed with my tutor listening to their songs.<br />funky.<br />haha<br />oh well.<br />urine town.<br />can anyone explain to me what that translates into???cause i laughed when i read it slowly.<br />haha.<br /><br />newaysss....i like the new blackberry,javelyn.<br />and i regret the lx cause i found out u can use the '08 here.<br />daaaaaaaaaaaaamnnnn.<br />but watever.watever.glad of what i have.<br /><br />and my hands are sorta sore.<br />i tried to put some videos from my handycam(which some footages are from my piano recitals,ballet performances,and awkward moments of me and my cousins.val u r such a dork -__-) to my laptop and i tried to edit it.till this moment and i somehow can't insert music to the credits and stuff.can anyone help?i'm done i'm done woot.<br /><br />and..................oh well.<br />yapping refrigerators and chirping dispensers<br /><br />peace love and grooviness<br /><br />valerie d<br />-my leg hurts soooooooo bad. -o-VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-47107541002884765922009-02-01T13:13:00.003+07:002009-02-03T15:59:18.464+07:00Mr.A-Z<div style="text-align: left;">naming this post after jason mraz,cozzz.............<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNk1ODVTY0WKoFtqvSjA38Q8PP9LCO7FYwWBTenxxT8xTQ5TeQMuLWEHIDSIXVvQJHvNqt9Ry7sZNOBvY9JgF6rAadf8awAWifWbpHSWhN9f_dq1FSy8ZFv88QFVCP6c06GXirFOPUhQ4/s1600-h/v6pw5f.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNk1ODVTY0WKoFtqvSjA38Q8PP9LCO7FYwWBTenxxT8xTQ5TeQMuLWEHIDSIXVvQJHvNqt9Ry7sZNOBvY9JgF6rAadf8awAWifWbpHSWhN9f_dq1FSy8ZFv88QFVCP6c06GXirFOPUhQ4/s320/v6pw5f.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5297713108090626818" border="0" /></a><br /><br />YAYYY TICKETS FOR JAVA JAZZ!!! (-esp.jasonmraz's special show!!!!)<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">a huge big box of my thanks goes to..........<br />1.MOM!<br />2.my mom's friends,tnate tesong and tante luly!<br />3.Tassha buat beliin tiket..<br /><br />AND FINALLY MAN!<br /><br />in a such short notice i got it i got it in your face lalala :P<br />neways this is such a random posssttahhh.<br />we (me,Jong,Tika and Tessa) were supposed to go to museum tekstil yesterday but due to the unavailable transportation and random lazy feelings,we cancelled.<br />and i got bored.<br />then went to om paulus.les.and cape kpala gosong as usual<br />then hmm.where did igo??<br />oh,home,then picked mom and tante liily mymoms friend to go to borobudur to meet,,someone.<br />then after that tan.lily went home we stayed there till....late.like about...11.00.<br />which we did nothing but made a call to eat indian food,masala dosai and papadams.<br />goood as usual.<br /><br />everything on that paragraph showed,how usual everythig is,how normal.<br />but i just want to know what did I do to cause all that snuck up subjective big nosed people secludes me from them.<br />and would call me when there are "important things",such as.............................etc.name it idk.<br />and i get sick of it cause well,i want to hit you with a stapler.repeatedly.<br />and welll,,i want to hear the TRUTH because liars are losers. W E M L.<br />(--note.listen to good charlotte's The Truth--i want the truth from you,give me the truth even if it hurts me,i want the truth.-- i sing this in the bathroom.often.and my mom would complain coz i'm practically screaming my guts out haha)and i have also stated since the first i hate hypocrites.you tell me this and that but you do that yourself and that hurts so bad i need aluminum foil again on my back.ggaaaahhh stop stop stop blah. what the hell happened this time??please tell me.seriously this is soo depressing.if i did something wrong,just be honest.seriously i'll appreciate that more.no more please.<br />through the black times,here we are again.grrrrr8.2 thumbs up.haah.this is really tiring.bllaaa<br /></div></div></div><br /><br />gaaawwwd i'm a dork.i am.i just can't resist writing lists.<br />favourite words/sentences of the month<br />1.arachibutyrophobic( i actually used this word in a sentence while talking to my mom!)<br />2.hello<br />3.chill.<br />4.oh em gee you did not just did that!<br />5.abeeeeeeeeee....ber-crombie.(hold the abe.........for,about 3 seconds.)<br />haha<br />favourite songs of the month<br />1.sending postcards from a plane crash-fob --still a favourite<br />2.i'm sticking with you- velvet underground<br />3.lucky-jason mraz<br />4.a-punk- vampire weekend<br />5.love song-sara bareilles<br /><br />GEEK GEEK GEEK----geek line crossed in my door----GEEK GEEK GEEK GEEK<br /><br />raining is the best thing that could happen everyday.i love the rain.especially when you go to sleep afterwards.chilly feeling but nice.and it makes me just too lazy to wake up :P<br /><br />hmmphh.why does everything seems sooo......HARD?<br />is this the end of it?of that "fun" we had?the end?<br />hmm.lemme think.<br />NOT.<br />don't do this.<br /><br />this week is sooo moody.cried,saw someone cried.<br /><br />oh weelllllll.<br />peace love and grooviness<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-30481559709511548542009-01-13T20:48:00.003+07:002009-01-13T22:05:13.430+07:00eeeee yup.<br />definately the suckiest (is that even a word??) day ever.<br />idk.<br />felt weird and annoyed and stupid :'(<br />something sorta happened and i did something stupid and i didnt think before i did it.<br />ohhh gossshhh sorry.<br />--note don't take this in an emo way cause i'm not.NOT.--<br /><br />and i sorta hate this thiss errr post.<br />and i'm not in the mood.<br />oh well.<br />i should keep reminding myself that it is impossible.<span style="font-size:130%;">IMPOSSIBLE VALERIE IMPOSSIBLE.<br /><span style="font-size:100%;">i heard someone said "nothing is impossible" but some things are.<br />(ps.just a piece of advice,if your curious just eat yourself up don't bother.i'm stupid enough to ask them about whatever is in my mind this is stupid.the dumbest thing i have done in the year 2009)<br /><br />ooh.<br />i am such a geek!<br />promoting......<br />wiz rock bands.<br />yes i am a dead harry potter freak this week.listen to these wiz rock bands.<br /></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7dR1PQY6LjYHkM-OAtO2t7jX4HyyXOnBLHqFrtvT3vUQ_QBRqiuOcso65yDgJSYr2sFmTnHKOTjFHYdMSVGE0q_4RPA88iskc7p2hyphenhyphenYkjAmiHtiJKOrhQuTT_jYcg_lgeRYvSHu_b5CA/s1600-h/l24418480158_2892.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 319px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7dR1PQY6LjYHkM-OAtO2t7jX4HyyXOnBLHqFrtvT3vUQ_QBRqiuOcso65yDgJSYr2sFmTnHKOTjFHYdMSVGE0q_4RPA88iskc7p2hyphenhyphenYkjAmiHtiJKOrhQuTT_jYcg_lgeRYvSHu_b5CA/s320/l24418480158_2892.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5290778157364021042" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />the parselmouths<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />they are...awesome.well,OK laaahh i mean not as good as normal bands but they are one of the unique type of wiz bands aside from the remus lupins and the moaning myrtles.<br />but the parselmouths are my favourite right now.<br /><br />anyhoo.<br />i'm thinking about making this project but idk how,but it has the use of videocams,editing video skills(not really) and so on and on.interested?please tell me :) really would appreciate it but it's for FUN.<br />really looking forward to this.<br />it's sorta inspired by the work of the channel five awesome girls in youtube.(fyi,thats how i know the wiz rock bands ;] and the inspiration thing)<br /></div></div>and i know some of you might think im a copycat for doing this but noooooooooooooo i'm not doing the exact same thing.<br /><br />neways,i hate my day.<br />hate every minute of it :(<br />boooooring.<br /><br />and I'm wearing the leg braces the whole day and my thighs hurt soooo bad.<br />and i have a really comfy bed to jump into<br /><br />goodbye dear fellers and hope dreams come and haunt you<br /><br />OHH!<br />YIPPS AND YIPPS!i'm going to Sweden this June!!!hahaha! :D it's a miracle called CISV :D yayyysssss :D hopefullyhopefully the ic this year DOESNT GETS CANCELLED!WHOOOHOOO<br />yayayayaya :D<br />that is why today is awesome.just that news :)<br /><br />shine me some sun<br /><br />peace love and grooviness<br /><br />valerie dVALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1019608435118324963.post-22574689507825535702009-01-12T18:38:00.004+07:002009-01-12T19:02:13.081+07:00shoot forgot something again.i think disney channel was soooo out of ideas 2 (3?)years ago..<br />cause yesterday i just watched an old movie starring John Travolta....<br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7Lws-uYiI74vE9edhEiNlAVRmSjLLZTPRopwCweQG-WDxLNrvhix-o6KryplOWquC37s0FvWkaKrYDwzucsLQuV_yuECc8L8Kj9daZV2_eRsOOqzsq8G2PFZujRiNdK5aE42BURSMZ9M/s1600-h/Grease+-+Soundtrack.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 295px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj7Lws-uYiI74vE9edhEiNlAVRmSjLLZTPRopwCweQG-WDxLNrvhix-o6KryplOWquC37s0FvWkaKrYDwzucsLQuV_yuECc8L8Kj9daZV2_eRsOOqzsq8G2PFZujRiNdK5aE42BURSMZ9M/s320/Grease+-+Soundtrack.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5290370796869360690" border="0" /></a><br /><br />GREASE!<br />and this movie resembled to a hit Disney movie...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd65x8LTg43Bypai4bUrXt5dHCm-t7weUw5mYk1cxAXvzVRuISP7lCPPCYbddbGOoLHiYf15v7uJ_CDttLiCimWdYDwY3meMSnK9aclI3XevZ3MH83s05dwmUCiyBC6bmuowMyGdHoXBg/s1600-h/HighSchoolMusical_Jewel.JPG"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 303px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd65x8LTg43Bypai4bUrXt5dHCm-t7weUw5mYk1cxAXvzVRuISP7lCPPCYbddbGOoLHiYf15v7uJ_CDttLiCimWdYDwY3meMSnK9aclI3XevZ3MH83s05dwmUCiyBC6bmuowMyGdHoXBg/s320/HighSchoolMusical_Jewel.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5290373936741382930" border="0" /></a><br /><br />High School Musical<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">with the same ol' competitions,same ol' cinderella story,same ol' conflicts(someone jealous tries to make the main character move away or can't attend the show or watever) and.AND.this is the most important thing about both movies.they both have catchy tunes,AND both are musicals(with songs and dance moves) and both soundtracks were a hit.<br /><br />coincidence?<br />what about other disney original movies??????<br />camp rock?<br />another cinderella story?<br />basically the plot are the same only with different characters and different type of conflict.and they are cheeeeeeeesssssyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!<br /><br />Waiting for The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button to theaters.<br />weeeeeehhhheeewww<br /><br />peace love and grooviness<br />still with the leg brace<br /><br />valerie d<br /></div></div>VALERIEhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14366918076180659706noreply@blogger.com0