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this is so dumb of me...

2009-05-01T21:50:00.002+07:00

new blog.
its a music slash photography blog.

since i have no ideas.

follow if you like
close the window or tab if you dont.

harhar

ANOTHER NERDFIGHTER

lovey dovey.
end of this crappy one.

oh well.

harharharharhahrharhharhhar

i think this is the last post on this one.

2009-04-29T00:31:00.002+07:00

uhhm.
yeaaahhh well i've been sorta thinkin lately that i am bored writing about my "personal" life.
well,it's not that personal if i write it now.is it?
and uhmm i'm tired of hitting that backspace button every time i want to write something then i think its offensive blaah de blahh and blah.
and this blog is full witthh..anger.
desperation and confusion.
which i hate superr duppperr muchoss.
so.
again,i have been thinking.
alot.
and whatever you say,hatever you think this may sound kinda stupid and lame.

making a point.
people have fashion blogs.
food and drink blogs --> credits to a friend of mine, Dania with her blog hunger and thirst.
go green blogs --> Hank Green for ecogreen.com

why don't i have a music slash movie slash book slash photography slash art blog????

wanna know the reason?

it's all i know.
my oxygen.
what i eat drink sleep with all day long.
basically,and literally,my whole damn crappy life.

whatever crappy and evil minds you are all having now,i'm pretty sure you think "ngapain sih ni anak satu najis ngapain buat blog macem2 iuuuhh najis lalalalala" and all that nonsense.
but.
you do not control me.
you live only once.
you only have one life.
why not as well enjoy it?
have fun.do whatever you think it is the right step.

like my tutor today om paulus.
(i'm pretty sure y'all know who he is....)
he was playing poker n fb.
and he didn't follow what his heart tell him to do.
guess what.
he lost the friggin game.

so
basically.
i'm closing up.

no more tears from me.
no more "emo" stuff from that other blog that i am gonna make.
and i accidentally forgot my email password.
so make sure you all add me on my new email which is on fb
and
yeaaahhh.
but i am not losing this line.

and you wont miss it.
peace love and grooviness

for the 70th time.on this blog

valerie d.

super awesome.

2009-04-21T14:29:00.002+07:00

this month some(a lot of) people from youtube decided to do VEDA --> Vlog Every Day April
and some people decided to do BEDA --> Blog Every Day April.
and sheeesshh i have no idea how they do those stuff.
it's called commitment val.commitment.
got back from jogja last week and went straight to Macau at night.
it was exiting.
sort of.
walked a lot.talked a lot.eat a lot.

and my computer just restarted it self.
great.
changed the cpu and the keyboard and this all sucks.
i hate it when this computer crashes.
soo
to 9th graders happy ujian ujian.
to 8th graders.happy autism.
to 7th graders.errr nothing to say.

i have the worst stomach flu.
oh my my my cant stop puking screaming laughing and coughing.
and
hey.
i know you are famous rich popular and all that but wy do you have to mess up my day every single time you show up????
and for you people out there probably over a rainstorm,i bet you broken up to pieces,well i know you are not like peas in a pod anymore,i just dont get the way y'all think.
my tutor aswell.

gonna take pictures now.
of my cats.
and paint.
and stuff.
hhrrmppphhh

peace love grooviness and dftba,
valerie d

pete wentz is like a parasite.

2009-04-02T21:12:00.001+07:00

he did nothing.
but say "p-p-plug it in!" and "Thats right"
and i used to like this guy
my god.

counting days.

2009-04-02T19:51:00.002+07:00

yesterday was hard.for me.
twas April 1st.
oh five.
so this post is sort of dedicated to my grandpa,cause yesterday was 4 years after he passed on.
i have no pictures of him in this computer nor in my laptop.
but i stick his picture holding me @ my 3rd birthday.
Yes he passed away on april fools day.
and my cousins and i thought oh our parents in singapore must be joking.but that joke is just too weird,cause our parents called with tears.with regret.with no intention of making us crying but,well,whatwould you do if your somehow your father figure suddenly passed away and i can't even say goodbye?
it was a week after i got back from singapore.
3 days before he passed away,my mom and siblings went back to singapore to stay with my grandma.
and on the day he passed away,on the radio,(my mom told us) they played this really sad song.
the choir played it at his funeral.
and of course,we all cry.
he was in the news paper for 3 days.
people really loved him i suppose,he was a really fun and loving guy.not to mention he is really funny and handsome in his days.
and he also has the coziest room in the house.
and the only person that would take me to lunches everywhere and everyday.
favourite meal,triple cheese hotdogs from dairy queen and he would have a triple chocolate sunday(the one with cashews.and he'll ask for extra.he lovesss peanuts.)and i'll have the oreo blizzard.
i miss those times opa.
and wishing you were here again.

peace love and grooviness
dftba
valerie d

fart fart fart gasssssssssssssss.

2009-03-25T20:14:00.002+07:00

blaaaahhhhhhhh.
so okay.
my mouth feels like on fire :(
in a bad way.

but mainly it is the mixture of jealousy,and oh God hate.
why does this happen to me every year.

mid term tests.
oh emmm geeezzzz

and err killmelondon gw ngerasa bgt ya itu ngmgin gw -_- maap deehhh maap maap

i was really noisy at band practice while killmelondon was tuning her guitar.sorry.
and i have no idea why but.
--shhh--
something.haaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ohh May oh May please come soon and bring GREAT news.

i miss seattle.
i miss san fran.
i miss berkeley.

mostly i miss seattle.

the power lines went out a few hours ago.
and haha the lights went out while i was playing candles-hey monday ahaha
and i was punishing myself by laughing.
:( bweeeeeeee
and i took pictures of candles.
there were tons and tons of candles around the house.

and well,i just love it when it gets dark and gloooooooomy and full with candles.

checking out youtube! ;P

muahahahahahahhaahahahahahaha
i'm laughing but i just can't smile
and i am certainly not doing THAT again.
the worse thing that i have ever done.

my mom is somehow funky.i love you.smooooccchhhh.

yayy Barrack Obama

peace love grooviness and dftba

valerie d

2009-03-18T20:03:00.001+07:00

Marching Bands of Manhattan cover from William Beckett Jr. on Vimeo.

Heartbeats (bed room rendition) from William Beckett Jr. on Vimeo.

i wonder how i'll write this down.

2009-03-18T18:20:00.002+07:00

so a lot of controversy in school.
people saying this and that.
i don't want to listen to it.
it's NOT like picking up trash in dresses (ok, credits to mr.Mraz for this sentence)
but like picking up trash in a 15cm stilettos.
and i guarantee.that hurts.
a lot.

so.
as a form of showing my damn (as i think i posted about this in the early stages of this so called blog) teenage anger hormones,i am posting another poem (oh how poetic val.and i keep wondering how can i keep up with poems???idk.i just write whatever thats in my head and suddenly ... ta-daaa.a 4 verse poem.) that i accidentally pulled out from my archives while my guitar was there.un touched.and i touched it.and played this "cheery" chord progression and i found my favorite one that i wrote.and it became a song.
ohh yes people a song.
i have no idea like what the hell the words just fit.

and i am posting it.
i still don't have a title for it,and people don't be harsh.
still a rookie. unlike some people who have LOTS AND LOTS OF EXPERIENCE.
ohh i hope you know.

*START*
I hate ho your hair looks
I'll never give you my voice
Looks like a porcupine
Confused with a cactus plant

pre-chor----- i say you have changed
But you never realized
You stabbed me so hard
I finally died
chorus---- I played with my colored dice
But then i want to throw it away
Kicked and screamed at a bowling ball
Oucchh my foot got broken
Amputated and missing

I was gone and left you my keys
I hope you treat i all well
Don't touch my stuff or you'll die
Proves me nothing but you're a traitor
---repeat prechor and chorus

I didn't hope you'll like Rob Pat
He looks so gay i just realized
The end result is you hate me talking
But this means WAR.

chords only E-A-D-A
*END*

well if like anyone is offended or maybe pleased (wink wink wink),please talk to me about this and why you like it or not.i'll be glad to answer.
no more hiding this time.
just the truth.
IT WILL BE REVEALED.

i am so dead tired.
painted my phone black with nail polish.
and i am idk.
mid term is just around the corner.
and well.taing deep deep deeeeeep breaths.

and this is FOR SURE. i'm leaving for Sweden on the 23rd of June.
happy?idk.
it seems hard for me to trust anyone aside from my dear mother.
and i love her to death.

SHE JUST GOT PROMOTED!!
ilysm mom.

peace love grooviness and DFTBA

valerie d

60th post.

2009-03-13T22:21:00.002+07:00

if that matters.
i have no idea what happened to my dashboard cause it looks weird and i can't change the font.
great.
real great.

band practice.
woookeeeyy.
interesting.

have no idea what to comment on that particular event of my day

i am literally traped in a damn trapeze
where i am a mouse and im lookin for cheeze

my gran just got back from macau yesterday,and she got me this really cute juicy couture watch.
me and my cousin get identical watches.hers in pink mine in black
my whole family (in this case the ladies) loves shoes,zara,and juicy.
we all love those.
i guess it is the force of nature.

neways.
i really want a holgaroid.
have the holga only need the polaroid back.
where ohhh where can i have you ohh holgaroid?
JAPAN.
or the internet.
crap nonsense i tell ya NONSENSE.

jakarta why do you have to be so far far away.

oh yeah.
my hair got chopped off last monday.
and i look like.someone.
my hair reminds me and my mom of someone.
we mutually know.

and in 2 weeks my ass will be in djogja.
happy?nu-uh.
no camera for 2 days and in my perspective those 2 days will have really great views and human encounters.
i'll be picking salak or fungi and mushrooms or padi.

for the frst time writing dis frm my old phone

2009-03-12T02:25:00.002+07:00

in which apparently can open blogspot.my lx cant support gsm networks.like i hv mentioned few posts b4.well,early in the morning.(its 2.30 in the morning) and i cnt sleep.net is dead,trned the comp down.well.
There were rumors bout chris brown and rihannas secret wedding.true?
My only trustable gossip source,aside from e's the daily news,perez hilton,says nothng.no posts on his blog bout it.he was dissing bout mischa barton,giselle bündchens hubby and stuff.
Neways,i think that rumor is bonkers.
Oh.
Guys,anyone in ths world,if u kno me somehow,but idk u,pls do not,i repeat DO NOT add me on fb under any circumstances.there are lots of my life i dont want ppl 2 kno.

I found ths new band on myspace,they hv a similar sound with patd.
Name : karate high school.

Oh yeah,last sunday i found waiting 4 my rcket 2 come,and found out i downloaded all the songs.and i decided just to buy it to replace all the downloaded songs.but i just found out the songs i downloaded were acoustic sessions,or live performances.so keeping em both on my itunes.
Satisfied,i may say,we sing... has a more laid back feel to it and lounge-ish kinda sound.
Well.
Folie a deux.
Ok.4 and a half stars?
For me yes.why?
They lost their edgy-ish rocker feel like on take ths 2 ur grave and undr the cork tree.infinity on high still has an edgy rock band sound.folie a deux is somewhere between pop rock and techno i think.a lot of mixes,like on what a catch donnie,which imho should be the end of the album.
Mixes of where is ur boy 2nite.doug's jazzy version of ths aint a scene i thnk if i am not mistaken,brendon also sang,the cab.
I was surprised hey monday didnt make an appearance.hmm.
Pete and ash will be appearing on an episode of csi.just fyi.

I got my bw lomo pics 2day.13 got burned.ouch.got my money returned.yey.

I want to straighten thngs up between 'us' which means me against the whole world which causes a 3rd world war of nerdfighters and popular kids if that made sense.im tired of feeling awkward and weird talking to crapless shit holes and weird goldmines in the middle of the nite.what i dont get is,what the hell hapenned?i hv a hard time trusting people,including my shrink cousin.technology makes evrythng worse.sms email whatever.i am tired of breaking down evry efin year and causes severe damages.i regret asking my 'adorers' to come,since then i feel like a chainsaw.u need me once for smthng,then forget about me then use me again then frget,and the cycle keeps on going.and if im not there,ul look 4 me,if im there u loathe me and diss me like crap.i dont like that.cant u see and analyze thngs based on my perspective?i hv feelings 2 u kno.
THANKS FOR DITCHING!

I am searchng 4 a polaroid camera.see,i cut my lomo pics like polaroids,and my mom said might aswell hv a polaroid then a lomo.hmmphh.

I hv a new pet.
Namanya 'beo'
I hate u so much beo.
Paruhnya bs monyong2 and she has the juiciest lips evahh.
Eww.

And um its 3.my thumbs are sore from writing ths on my phone.
Cant may come any sooner?
Pleare Lord gv us a chance.

Who needs shelter from the sun?
I do.global warming is getting worse.
Peace,love,grooviness and dftba!

Valerie d

"HEY JASON!!I REALLY LIKE YOUR HAT!!THROW YOUR HAT!!!"

2009-03-08T10:17:00.003+07:00

those girls behind us were screaming like that.
idol divo....errr... hello delon aja deh -___-
opening act "indonesia raya" by idol divo.
laughed.
bahahaha.
then..
hello Jason.
and..
quite some people took pics with their slrs.
and sorta regret i didn't bring mine along.
but.
but.
takut rusak.................................
ended too soon.
he threw polaroids of his big band,and his polaroidpic with the audience as the background.
and hear him say "merci beaucoup" again
and terima kasih.
apa kabar.
hmm.
"my invisible gum"
and he does this monkey dance (where he pats his head and rubs his tummy)
they all wore batik.

went to JJF with my mom and her really old friend who i call Paman.
who calls their uncles paman nowadays? ME!
he is this awesome artistic err,guy
i have known him since i was born,and the last time we met was like 5 years ago.
and he went to Pratt college in new york
and he got a job
in PARIS
for
John Galliano.
the guy who replaced Gianfranco Ferre of Christian Dior.
he(my paman) the best unknown couture designer that i have ever known.
and the funniest and fun err,guy that i have ever know.........
and he created a new word yesterday....
MRAZING
-can be used as a substitute word for, amazing,watching jason mraz.
and i thought that this word is hilarious.
i had fun.
my throat hurts.
too much screaming.
but
FUN!
mondayholiday

and starting the 23rd of march
school starts at 6.30 AM.
mau bgn jam brp teman2??

ohh well.
how come i write weirdly today.
sooooooooo
ohh wellll
haha
peace love grooviness and dftba

valerie d

Head in A Sink

2009-03-01T00:21:00.002+07:00

Refrigerator yaps
Water dispencers chirp
I have the total adoration of caps
And the ability to burp

Thinking the difference from a duck and a goose
I heard stilettos click from the 3rd floor
My mother has 43 pairs of shoes
She heard me sing from her bathroom door

My mouth is dry
My hands are sore
This is my last try
Before everyhing goes hard-core

_copyright of valerie djuhari_

Age Like Wine

2009-03-01T00:15:00.002+07:00

Her eyesights are bad
Her legs hurt her
Her backbone is no longer straight
She is old and fragile

Dear to my heart she is
Loving and caring she is
After the lost of a loved one
She dropped deeper and deeper

With elegance and beauty like a swan
She grew old by the time
Now with a forced smile
We might lose another loved one

I will love her 'till its the day
For she also loved and cared for me
I may not be the best of daughters
But all is in God's hands

_copyright of valerie djuhari_

I am ME and you are YOU

2009-03-01T00:00:00.002+07:00

Fourteen years are long enough
All in tears and precious hugs
Idols with watermelon earrings
Listening to her I get a funny feeling

Breaking legs is such a trend
Wishing I was playing on the sand
My fingers bleed from playing strings
Wishing not to play on the streets

The rain comes and goes
When it ended came the stars
The world seems to hate me
Broke my life into shattered pieces

One did something I shall not forget
One used to be my shoulder to cry on
One has always been a whiner and a traitor
And yet, I am one of them

I am who I am that is true
People change but some might not
My day just turned out to be blue
I am Me and you are You

_copyright of valerie djuhari_

Who Else But You

2009-02-28T23:43:00.002+07:00

I am parched
Let me seek for water
As I am raising my hand
I am beaten and giving up

But am I that weak?
In agony I shrieked
No.I said in my head
I won't lose hope.

I am going to stand
And fight with my power
This is not the end
It is the beginning of a sunrise

A new page might change everything
Reminiscing about my days at home
Remembering that tune I hummed

All is well,all is peace
Then I felt the pain in my chest
I saw the gun let out its bullet
It went right through me

Gushed with blood
I saw who.

A traitor who knew it all.

_copyright of valerie djuhari_

stuff can be much better.

2009-02-28T23:04:00.009+07:00

it is so not my fault.
i have nothing to do with it,its just the course of nature.
sorry if i did somehow hurt your feelings
but sometimes it you do the same thing to me.
THIS IS NOT AN EFFIN COMPETITION.
THIS IS REALITY.and there are no starts and finishes and there are no trophies or money to win.
people can be mean and obnoxious like..them.
and i quit.i quit of being a damn friend for y'all when y'all wont appreciate anything i do or anything to say just because we have nothing more incommon.
i quit.
oh yeah for jessi tantya and many others who requested for my poems,,
i'll post those 4 in 4 different posts.
just to fill this damn blog up
and i have nothing to write anymore these days.

things actually have been great this week.
only 1 problem.
i have no idea how to use adobe anymore.
cause this damn computer keeps on turning on and off by itself (like the LCD i my class)
(which is..spooky at the same time)

also i am sooo liking Looking For Alaska by John Green :) found the book!
this is the "adult" version which looks clean and neat.mine is..a girl.from the side.well,anyone who sees me reading that book would kno the cover.neways.i enjoy it so much (apart from the extremely mini sized fonts.)

I am also beggining to like the world of VLOGS on youtube.
imho,the most famous vlog is.......

yes, John Green the author.
that' s where i kno lookin for alaska and so on and on
and also people who recreated this "broterhood" also are fans of this vlog.
such as..

5 Awesome Girls.
consists of Kristina,Lauren,Kayley,Hayley and Lianne.
all around the US,Kristina and Lauren are a part of the wizrock community.
Kristina is the uhhm,bassist i think from The Parselmouths (i posted them a few weeks ago)
and Lauren is from The Moaning Myrtles.
Lianne is...idk a singer??
but i got addicted instantly.

there are also Five awesome GUYS,GAYS,and many more.
as i am a part of this "community" and a fan (oh yeah a fan of everything.what kind of dork are u vall??) i am officially a harrypotter/pokemon nerdfighter and i have my OWN happy dance :D
nerdfighters.

We're nerdfighters... We fight against suck... We fight for awesome. We fight using our brains, our hearts, our calculators and our trombones.

-- so yeah i'm totally out of the ordinary.HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?--
and we have to to this "sign" with our hand,ur pinky and ring finger together and your index and middle finger are also together forming a letter v.

like that.
i have the incerdibility to do that since i was 2 my mom said.
awesome.
i'm a nerdfighter since i was born.
woooowwww lebai.

ending this post.
and adding those 4 poems i promised to people.
peace love and grooviness.
DFTBA (who doesnt know this..u can google it.)

valerie d.

can't sleep for the thousandth time.

2009-02-21T01:50:00.003+07:00

tried to close my eyes but still.bleeeehhhhhhh i just can't sleep.
my leg is aching and it hurts and i accidentally cracked it again.even tho i am wearing braces.
this is devastating...... -__-
anyways i figured what happened to my limewire.ga ada signal.the signal thing on the bottom left was red all the time and few minutes ago it was greeeeeeenn!!
so i got all hyped up and downloaded 20 songs or so.mostly the killers and katy perry.coz thnks to this somehow crappy itunes of mine i nearly lost like 60 something of my songs.gr8.

i am hungry.and i am stuck upstairs.if i go downstairs it will take ages to go upstairs.why is this so haaaarrrrd...... i want grilled cheese.yum.in my refrigerator there are 4 kinds of cheese.mozzarella.parmesan.cheddar(like real cheddar).and kraft cheese yg cpt mleleh but not mozzarella.

hmmmpphhh.
my blog is boring.
this is boring.
and yet some people ask me.why don't u make a VLOG instead?
capeeeeeeeeeeeee -_- thats alot of work work work making a vlog.

i am currently reading Marker by Robin Cook.and i am still looking for Paper Towns and Looking for Alaska both by John Greene.
and yeay i am so bored.
next up reading secret life of bees bu sue monk kidd.

and why the hell am i writing random paragraphs???
and why am i awake????

stockholm.googling.
stockholm.hunh.wasnt what i had expected.

new york academy of art.googling.
julliard.googling.
berklee.googling.
none seems to catch my eye.
i've been dreaming to go to berklee(as it is one of the best music colleges around....)and i thought.i think i just wanna go there coz the click five went there.
but it is a good school.
julliard wont accept a dodonk student like me.
but whatever. i still have a really long journey ahead.

my mom told me "try to find out which school u wanna go to.what u want to be"
and i was like......whaaat??????
still 14 here.
and she is all panicky and somehow noisy when i say idk wat i wanna be.
then she gets cranky.

sticking my tongue out till my mouth is dry

peace love and grooviness
valerie d

i kno my header is freaky.

2009-02-20T23:09:00.004+07:00

amateur in adobe.
watchin rob and big on mtv and it is friggin funny. rob is soooo.......typical skater.and they arae making fun of...en-ri-keehhhhhhhhhhhhh iglesias.
so today ms.khrisna putu ningsih gave us (in my opinion) the crappiest but for me the most challenging and yet the most interesting task.to make a poem.
so far...4 lines.
(note this is not the beginning of the poem as i scrape the pieces all together at the end)

i am parched
let me seek for water
as i am raising my hand
and giving up

--so far i think i am gonna add--

but am i that weak? in agony i shrieked no i said in my head i wont loose hope i am going to stand fight with my power this is not the end it is the beginning of a sunrise.

poetry was not my favorite thing to study at all.but somehow i'm starting to get the hang of it.
newwaysss
not to brag or anything.but my cousin is a Co-Founder and Chief Experience Officer of tobi.com. check that out.it is not her designs tho,its..a mixture of couture fashion like chloe,alexander wang,dianne von furstenburg, and many others.there are also like small fashion boutiques there.my favourites are: (note that this is not a fashion blog.peace to ppl who owns fashion blogs,don't be harsh as i am "new" and still awkward posting these.hah.)

and.........
skinnies,leggings and many more.
but....
my cousin Corina Nurimba (google her) is the owner of Azalea boutique which is sort of the summary of watever in tobi.com.
and i love all her picks.
i'm trying to make a point.which is i love love love the boots.the boots.drooollll.
cant copy the image tho.something is wrong with this friggin track pad.

and moving on.
rihannna get well soon.3rd time is a charm.eventho gajd nton 2 weeks b4 concert.good thing i hvnt bought tickets.phheeewwwwwhhh.
photography tomorrow.
and i am gonna get the pics of my lomo yesssssss.
science club tomorrow.
i am seriously a geek.
and yet i am in really bad mood with.............ehem hem hem.
no one calls my mom "that"
asshole.

hello and goodnite dear role models wannabees and copycats
i ain't movin to southern carolina.
let me have a happy life

peace love and grooovinessss

valerie d

vaaavaaavoooommmm

2009-02-18T18:08:00.002+07:00

alas i craked me damn knee again here mateys.rrrrrrr.

and i am soo hating my self.and trying to make it all rite by shut the effin up and stop all the bull-s.

i have nothing to say but i am ashamed of what i have done and i apologize,but this is not normal.not anymore.i am too sick and tired and to fragile to fight. my guns are out of ammunition and i am raising my white flag.and i had no idea that i was such a bore and such an a hole.
then what am i supposed to do when i have not heard any explanation?

hmmmppph.
writing some do's and don't-s.cause i am damn friggin tired of COPYCATS who write blogs on their FRIENDSTER PROFILE yg i swear ga mutu and SHE only writes it when i tell her something funny and then she'll change everything on her profile (e.g,mp3 music,skin,font,name,everything.) ugggh can i please stab you?
my friggin do's and dont's if you are somewhere near me and somehow suddenly "close" to me.
1.DO--please don't be a hypocrite.
2.DON'T--talk behid my back cause i'll know eventually i (somehow) can sense something really fishy and stinky.
3.DO--have your own version in everything.(if you get what i mean)
4.DON'T--in any way under any circumstances tell me what to do.cause you are NOT my goddamn mother and you are not a role model i wanna be.
5.DO--have some common sense if you hate me at the moment.(see DO no.2)
6.DON'T--keep on lying and telling me that i am "likeable" over there over your creepy ponytail that is absolutely smells like drool.it's gross.seriously it is.
7.DO--if i have done something wrong,tell me what i did and i will listen.
8.DON'T--make me cry and have no one to talk to and make me have a black face and making me feel extremely guilty.
9.DO-- ask me how the goddamn i am effin doing for your effin information.
10.DON'T--in any condition,in any way feel that i am lucky.cause the truth lies within and i just don't want to reveal it.yet.i am not that strong i am a TWIG.

i am ending and i am not growing younger.

valerie d

and i am restless.

2009-02-09T22:21:00.002+07:00

whateverrrr i am so dead with today.practically threw my sidekick out from the window!yikes and ouch.it got dirty but,for the sake of my phone's safety.
tests all week and it is exhausting.
rapping the week.
last week was....surprising,amazing and i have no word to describe last week.mom made unsuspected decisions which blew me away. MASA,ok ok well we went out with my mom's friends like always,which is always a blast and i met oma ratnaaaa :) :) she is tante lily's mom (my mom's friend's mom.) and she is the funkiest grandma ever.haha,not related tho.
neways,went to sency with tante lily,oma ratna,tante judy,tante jane,and welcoming tante irene back from the states we miss her so much.had dinner together at duck king.crowded,watever.we planned to watch a midnite show but my mom had an even better idea.(fyi,it was like, 10 at nite.) (and we were having coffee at tator,ngeliatin and ngegosipin org2 yg omg dan thre was this couple yg mengerikan,the girl was crying, trus cowonya kek narik2 dy,dan keknya lg...horni ngajak...u kno.keknya cewenya ga mau cowonya ampe banting kaleng haha nescafe yg lg dy mnm ke meja gt.and gw yg kena ceramah oleh tante2 tercinta -__- )
and ok ignore that.mom mom said......."WOOOI AYO KITA KARAOKE"
and gw lgs ketawa.ngakak.sendiri.tante2 is not being helpful. at all.gw diplototin.and i said "mom u r nuts.ud malem"
M: biarin sabtu ini i am still awake
Tante Judy : ayo ke bellagio murah
Tante Jane : ok ayo.
IT WAS SOOO MUCH FUN.bhkn ada lagu CLICK FIVE MCR RIHANNA.(itu yg gw nyanyiin.fob cm ada sugar were going down.and i sang tc5's good day,tp klipnya....klip mcr lg konser.tante2 crazy itu maen krincing2an and surprisingly my mom lompat ke kursi and strated jumping.)(weird?i don't know her maluuuuuuuu)
and omg bnran it was one of the funnest nites that i have ever had.hahahah we got home at 12.30 dan cape.bgt.
tp overall karaoke is really fun and if you spend your money at the rite place,you'll seriously have a good time.cause i did.and i am soo lookign forward to doing it again.
watched benjamin button ystrday.at blitz.great movie.interesting plot.

ok watever gonna watch changeling on dvd.

vlaerie d.
cant spell rtie anymore mom yellign

5 posts to 50

2009-02-06T19:12:00.002+07:00

45th post.yeahhh awk..ward.
sitting here,watching tv,browsing watever chords,playin my guitar.
cracked my knee again yesterday.
damn it hurts.baaaaaaad.
and i have to wear those damn big chunky braces again.
haaaa.
i am listening to...6months hey monday.
and i am playing along.
and i am trying to reach those high notes which is devastatingly and superbly high
and eventually yesterday my dear dear mother (i think) heard me actually did that while i was in my bathroom which is next to my mom's room.
and the response thankfully "you sound good"
amen.
maybe i'm not as worse as i think i am.
hmm.
what do you all see in JOE JONAS??????
sorry for this this this..weird spontaneous sentence as i am watching E true Hollywood story a to zac.yes this indovision tv has technical problems for....practically every channel exept hbo hbo signature cinemax star movies and E.mtv,cartoon network,v channel,nada.dead.finished i have no idea what the hell happened.
neways,im going to passer baroe tom.
not that exited,as i am really not into taking pictures these days,i take crap pics.and i suck at taking pictures of humans.
and i really suck at apologies and confrontation and writing poetry.
3 worse things of me.
and i am experiencing a mental breakdown.not that mental.if i am i would probably lock myself in bathroom and stay in the corner weeping moping and hell knows what else.
but i am only...keeping it to myself.

i remembered when i--we,were friends,we made this video which is really stupid and i actually considered to post it on utube but THANK GOD I DELETED THAT AND IF U R READING THIS "WHOEVER YOU ARE" LISTEN.i had no intentions fighting or shutting up or whatever but you seriously change in a year.and i am tired of your whole 'ms.oh-so-popular' attitude and you are making me barf into paper bags.

end of the post i guess.1 last paragraph.
idk why,but i started my 1st blog when last year.when i was 13.
and i think when you are 13 you start to know what is a blog,and you start to make one.
well,,some links i have just added next to this post.consider it some kind of,,introduction to new bloggers.which is really.....surprising.

i am a nerd i actually joined SCIENCE CLUB.

peace love grooviness + nerdyness

whatever major loserS.i don't care what you say.

valerie d.

PS.stop all that black face to me please?do you kno what i am doing?i am actually avoiding..you.

listening to cute is what we aim for.

2009-02-03T16:00:00.003+07:00

FYI the post below this post was supposed to be posted on Sunday,but due to tired eyes,lack of knowing what to put where and my left shoe went to the right and all that moody,depressing,oh em geez moments.this paragraph doesn't make sense.whatever.

i'm feeling.......hmm.pancakes.or apple strudel.or.....a slice of four seasons cheese cake.
i'm......randomly craving for food........and sleeping while listening to my itunes half awake,play guitar and screaming at the top of my lungs while stuffing my face with a pillow.that helps.a lot.

and saying,,abeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....ber-crombiee :)
and supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. idk how to spell so just...whatever.

holidays are awesome..time to sleep and just sleep and sometimes beg for money by saying "Gong Xi2"
speaking of holidays i sorta loved this years chinese new year :) fun.coz my cousins from spore and oz went back home!and my cuz from oz is coming home for good! :) yayyzzzz
not normal.

and noww..i think I am the hypocrite.
awww myyeeennnn...wwwaaaaiiii Lord waaiiiii

ok back to my self-conscience.breatheeee valerie breathe.

i love writing at this time.dark.quite.just me,the clicking sound of my laptop keyboard,and my itunes.and my grandad's granfather clock which my cuz wants to take when this house is his.in your dreams ko.in your dreams.-___-

it's been a long time since i've been online on msn.and i am rite now.and i'm talking to lke 4 ppl at once which is freaky.and weird.and awkward.
whateverrrr.

i cried yesterday knowing my grandma is not looking or feeling that well.i got scolded by her pdhl i didn't do anything which is really sad and this is scaring me to death.
seriously imho,doesn't it scare you when someone screams at you for no particlar reason and just wont talk to you?
i'm scared of her.truly i am.
as much as i love her,it's sad.
it truly is.

listening to weird awkward songs.anti-folk mostly.
and...i'm liking Kimya Dawson also sooo much. dork.
haha.even though she looks weird,and has a really REALLY weird voice,lyrics and song,i like her.yes i am weird and i am a dork.
so like whatever i watched 90210 and gossip girl.and the 2nd season of gossip girl.....is just FRUSTRATING.i bite my bolsters and almost tore it apart.i like blair serena dan and CHUCK.i kno,weird but i dunno i just like him on the 2nd season.dorkie valerie.
90210.i really really like SILVER!
gaed val how dorkier CAN you be.
dork dork dork.
and i also like munchausen by proxy-zooey deschanel's band in yes man.
which is totally awesome and funny and i laughed with my tutor listening to their songs.
funky.
haha
oh well.
urine town.
can anyone explain to me what that translates into???cause i laughed when i read it slowly.
haha.

newaysss....i like the new blackberry,javelyn.
and i regret the lx cause i found out u can use the '08 here.
daaaaaaaaaaaaamnnnn.
but watever.watever.glad of what i have.

and my hands are sorta sore.
i tried to put some videos from my handycam(which some footages are from my piano recitals,ballet performances,and awkward moments of me and my cousins.val u r such a dork -__-) to my laptop and i tried to edit it.till this moment and i somehow can't insert music to the credits and stuff.can anyone help?i'm done i'm done woot.

and..................oh well.
yapping refrigerators and chirping dispensers

peace love and grooviness

valerie d
-my leg hurts soooooooo bad. -o-

Mr.A-Z

2009-02-01T13:13:00.003+07:00

naming this post after jason mraz,cozzz.............

YAYYY TICKETS FOR JAVA JAZZ!!! (-esp.jasonmraz's special show!!!!)

a huge big box of my thanks goes to..........
1.MOM!
2.my mom's friends,tnate tesong and tante luly!
3.Tassha buat beliin tiket..

AND FINALLY MAN!

in a such short notice i got it i got it in your face lalala :P
neways this is such a random posssttahhh.
we (me,Jong,Tika and Tessa) were supposed to go to museum tekstil yesterday but due to the unavailable transportation and random lazy feelings,we cancelled.
and i got bored.
then went to om paulus.les.and cape kpala gosong as usual
then hmm.where did igo??
oh,home,then picked mom and tante liily mymoms friend to go to borobudur to meet,,someone.
then after that tan.lily went home we stayed there till....late.like about...11.00.
which we did nothing but made a call to eat indian food,masala dosai and papadams.
goood as usual.

everything on that paragraph showed,how usual everythig is,how normal.
but i just want to know what did I do to cause all that snuck up subjective big nosed people secludes me from them.
and would call me when there are "important things",such as.............................etc.name it idk.
and i get sick of it cause well,i want to hit you with a stapler.repeatedly.
and welll,,i want to hear the TRUTH because liars are losers. W E M L.
(--note.listen to good charlotte's The Truth--i want the truth from you,give me the truth even if it hurts me,i want the truth.-- i sing this in the bathroom.often.and my mom would complain coz i'm practically screaming my guts out haha)and i have also stated since the first i hate hypocrites.you tell me this and that but you do that yourself and that hurts so bad i need aluminum foil again on my back.ggaaaahhh stop stop stop blah. what the hell happened this time??please tell me.seriously this is soo depressing.if i did something wrong,just be honest.seriously i'll appreciate that more.no more please.
through the black times,here we are again.grrrrr8.2 thumbs up.haah.this is really tiring.bllaaa

gaaawwwd i'm a dork.i am.i just can't resist writing lists.
favourite words/sentences of the month
1.arachibutyrophobic( i actually used this word in a sentence while talking to my mom!)
2.hello
3.chill.
4.oh em gee you did not just did that!
5.abeeeeeeeeee....ber-crombie.(hold the abe.........for,about 3 seconds.)
haha
favourite songs of the month
1.sending postcards from a plane crash-fob --still a favourite
2.i'm sticking with you- velvet underground
3.lucky-jason mraz
4.a-punk- vampire weekend
5.love song-sara bareilles

GEEK GEEK GEEK----geek line crossed in my door----GEEK GEEK GEEK GEEK

raining is the best thing that could happen everyday.i love the rain.especially when you go to sleep afterwards.chilly feeling but nice.and it makes me just too lazy to wake up :P

hmmphh.why does everything seems sooo......HARD?
is this the end of it?of that "fun" we had?the end?
hmm.lemme think.
NOT.
don't do this.

this week is sooo moody.cried,saw someone cried.

oh weelllllll.
peace love and grooviness

valerie d

2009-01-13T20:48:00.003+07:00

eeeee yup.
definately the suckiest (is that even a word??) day ever.
idk.
felt weird and annoyed and stupid :'(
something sorta happened and i did something stupid and i didnt think before i did it.
ohhh gossshhh sorry.
--note don't take this in an emo way cause i'm not.NOT.--

and i sorta hate this thiss errr post.
and i'm not in the mood.
oh well.
i should keep reminding myself that it is impossible.IMPOSSIBLE VALERIE IMPOSSIBLE.
i heard someone said "nothing is impossible" but some things are.
(ps.just a piece of advice,if your curious just eat yourself up don't bother.i'm stupid enough to ask them about whatever is in my mind this is stupid.the dumbest thing i have done in the year 2009)

ooh.
i am such a geek!
promoting......
wiz rock bands.
yes i am a dead harry potter freak this week.listen to these wiz rock bands.

the parselmouths

they are...awesome.well,OK laaahh i mean not as good as normal bands but they are one of the unique type of wiz bands aside from the remus lupins and the moaning myrtles.
but the parselmouths are my favourite right now.

anyhoo.
i'm thinking about making this project but idk how,but it has the use of videocams,editing video skills(not really) and so on and on.interested?please tell me :) really would appreciate it but it's for FUN.
really looking forward to this.
it's sorta inspired by the work of the channel five awesome girls in youtube.(fyi,thats how i know the wiz rock bands ;] and the inspiration thing)

and i know some of you might think im a copycat for doing this but noooooooooooooo i'm not doing the exact same thing.

neways,i hate my day.
hate every minute of it :(
boooooring.

and I'm wearing the leg braces the whole day and my thighs hurt soooo bad.
and i have a really comfy bed to jump into

goodbye dear fellers and hope dreams come and haunt you

OHH!
YIPPS AND YIPPS!i'm going to Sweden this June!!!hahaha! :D it's a miracle called CISV :D yayyysssss :D hopefullyhopefully the ic this year DOESNT GETS CANCELLED!WHOOOHOOO
yayayayaya :D
that is why today is awesome.just that news :)

shine me some sun

peace love and grooviness

valerie d

shoot forgot something again.

2009-01-12T18:38:00.004+07:00

i think disney channel was soooo out of ideas 2 (3?)years ago..
cause yesterday i just watched an old movie starring John Travolta....

GREASE!
and this movie resembled to a hit Disney movie...

High School Musical

with the same ol' competitions,same ol' cinderella story,same ol' conflicts(someone jealous tries to make the main character move away or can't attend the show or watever) and.AND.this is the most important thing about both movies.they both have catchy tunes,AND both are musicals(with songs and dance moves) and both soundtracks were a hit.

coincidence?
what about other disney original movies??????
camp rock?
another cinderella story?
basically the plot are the same only with different characters and different type of conflict.and they are cheeeeeeeesssssyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!

Waiting for The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button to theaters.
weeeeeehhhheeewww

peace love and grooviness
still with the leg brace

valerie d

score.

2009-01-12T18:21:00.002+07:00

yay part: took my cast off last friday
boo part: damn i felt like my leg was gonna fall off,and i slipped while walking at ps last friday.
yata yata yata at home i noticed my knee got even swollen after that i cooled it with ice,cried a bit cause i was in soooooo much in pain.ouch it hurts sooo bad.the next morning i walked like suuuuper sloww like,slower than a turtle.and my mom immediately called my doctor,Dr.Nico and he told me to go straight to the ER at medistra.
yay part II: Dr.Nico ga praktek hr itu (sabtu) DI MEDISTRA.mati.but we went there anyways handled by some jerk nurses there.and jeng jengggg half and hour later..... Dr.Nico dateng.YAYAAAYAAAAAYYY i was sceaming with joy hoping he can fix my leg.cause i really really wanna run and get the hell outta there.he never ever went to emergency calls like this and for me this really means something.ckckck val you're reaaaalllly lucky that time.sheesh.
then he looked at my leg and said "you used it for walking already?long distance?"
"does PS count?" "yaaaahhhh eee laaahhhhh*gubrak*"hahaha hahahahahaha
and soo it goes so it goes so it goes stuck for physiotherapy for the next probably 3 weeks.and i'm wearing leg braces.it looks like the one Bella from twilight uses,but it goes from my thighs to my ankle.yg pnya bella terlalu lebay untuk digunakan.mine welllllllll.....hhrrrmphh

back to school back to school.missed today though.today i had to go to physiotherapy got my muscles strengthen more -_- the most boring thing is when my knee had to be heated for like 15 mins or so,and its boooooooring and my mom had to wait outside :( bummer.

oooh.
my grandma's birthday was last Sunday and we ate at Orient8 hotel Mulia and it was soooooo goooooodddddd :P yumm yumm reasonable for around 30 ppl.my grandma invited all her norak friends.But the thing i enjoyed the most is.....THE ROOM.that room was sooo nice,viewing the waterfall and the koi's (which my mom grew very very fond of) and especially the most important thing of the day is my grandma had the best of time. :)
happy 75th birthday Oma :)

and i am bored.
these braces are hard to use.oh well.
gotta go strengthening my muscles more -_-
ouchhhhhhhhhhh it still hurts sometimes.
hmmffppfff

peace love and grooviness
from the deadly chair of internet

valerie d

my mom actually wants to be a vampire

2009-01-07T21:03:00.008+07:00

this is a random post.i'm bored.my computer got fixed today so no more laptops for a while.2 computers on the go and i'm glad i can use this keyboard again.meelikey.haha
anywaysssss

i cried during new years eve,new year,and on the 2nd because of those damn people that just seems to make my life suck.ironic huh?

yes watever.edited this pic. :( i've been sooo sad lately and i have no idea what the hell i'm doing.cause everything i do made no sense at all.like moving my bed across te room and moving my desk twice just to get the right angle and my room looks weird.

anyhoo.
canceled the four seasons new year party watever.mom got extremely and excruciatingly sick for the past week.soo mom stayed at home while me and my grandma went to hv dinner with my second uncle with my cousins at Ebeya ritz carlton hotel pacific place. annnddd thats where all the big nonsense drama began and i got sick totally and i swore to myself not to break down and mope.no.that is not me.but i did.and it felt good.mom totally had my back and we had a backup plan already.pheww.glad that is over.

my leg is in a cast for another week.dangit i tot we can open it this week mom!i hate it.
and guess whats funny this girl i my class really thougt kyle and joey signed my cast.well dear,sorry to tell ya but YOU JUST GOT PUNK'D!

hahaahaha.anywayssssss i am waiting for...the adobe im downloading gets finished coz i learned one trick that supposedly should be amazing enough (credits to om jaka the computer guy)
and dismissals for tomorrow is.... 10.45!yeay.and i'm fixing my sidekick!to somewhere my mom knows the owner bla3x idk.yeay!and yet that stupid school policy wihich is tottaly dumb.we cant use camera phones anymore.shriek.weird.

and yet for the 75 book thing.i finished reading Angels and Demons by Dan Brown.ok book.not as good as the da Vinci code i think.(some parts are inappropriate for me to read but oh well.)

spooky fact: if you tilt your head a bit you'll see the writing upside down the same.
it's an original Illuminati thing.
cool.

currently i'm reading Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen

its about a carny story type kind of thing and it interests me...hmm.

ohh.does anyone know about the demo thing last saturday i think???it was a mad thing to do dudes.and i took pics.coming soon as soon as i find my card reader.it was shocking yet appalling to see these people and their children walking from h.i to idk where.thats just bonkers.and the the whatever sukarelawan from indonesia wanting to go to pakistan,for me its like a second version/a modern version of the crusade war. even though it has nothing to do with relifion,its about the land and their territory thing,it's a mad idea.indonesia has NOTHING to do with the pakistanis.indonesia owed NOTHING to the pakistanis.then why bother?
they are bombing Israel;OUR HOLY LAND (for those who are catholic) last christmas.truth be told i almost went there for my christmas holiday but God has His own plans.believe it or not,my mom decided not to go 3 weeks before my leg accident because of her work and all.this is amazing i thought.
stop it.it's gonna be another bloody fight here.then another crusade war which i,personally never want it to happen again.this is nuts.crazy.

this is not my pic.credits:??found it on google??
posting mine soon enough.

sorry i became so political on the last paragraph.
but it is an act i am very against.but i'm still very open minded i just cant stand to think that people are gonna be hurt/injured bad/killed for this stupid war.

anywayssss
as my mom is getting better by the minute,and tomorrow dismissals are at 10.45,and we are going to fix my sidekick,......hopefully........HOPEFULLY....we are going to pi and to linea to buy those to die boots i've wanted.............................and i have to share with my mom.wookey.-_- with a dragging heart i have to do that.

and i watched twilight again today!with mom :) and she admitted that...VAMPIRES ARE COOL.how awesome can my mom be?she loved the part where edward took bella to his house.and she adored edward's room.i adored it too :) awesome.
and i still don't like eric."La Push baby,La Push" ewwwwww i hate that part.gross.
and my mom got so exited about the sequel "New Moon" this coming november i think?but i think its impossible.practically they are starting to shoot the movie this summer.with all the technical problems(maybe) ,the editing,press convos and all that shit would take about,,my estimation is around 5 months.look at twilight.gossips murmured like what,early january last year?then the movie finally showed on Nov 21st.
then AUSTRALIAA....

its a love story.
so sweet.
Hugh Jackman is totally awesome!
worth it.very worth it :)
but you need adult supervision,cause there are parts where *ehem* u kno.

then today.hmm.today well,sam as usual.mls tbi.its boriiing cause ada,,errr newbiez and that person yg bnr2 get on my nervess.iih.then went to benhil? i think ate in a place namanya Meutia and ate this weird cooking,AYAM GANJA.i mean like real ganja men.(oia fyi for dania this is one of the places Laksmi Pamuntjak recommended hope it helps) and it's cheap and good.haha.and for the last 5 days......my mom and i (literally every single day)bought like rujak benhil yang superrrr enak...and i'm eating it now.its sooooo goooood.rujak biasa ga pake embel2 hahaha.and cause i dont like dong2 (kedongdog?) and ubi (sweet potato) and mangga muda asem amit2,i'm only eating the JAMBU,BENGKUANG,PINEAPPLE,and PAPAYA.i love the papaya cause its not sweet and not blenyek2 ewwww and it's crunchy.

watever.hahahahahahahahahahaha :P
and i have my own version of "Bella's Lullaby" my lullaby by Adam :) for the world -_- it's composed by his brother Laszlo. anyhoo.check it on utube.it's called Searcin';Adam Gyorgy
Searchin' in Hungarian = Keresem.
i kno.i laughed reading the translation.
haha
everyone is asleep and i should be continuing my book.
truth be told,i'm actually WRITING something.on my microsoft word document.
which is so far,totally AMAZING.
cyborgs and nomads,let us be silent and rest our heads.

peace love and grooviness

valerie d

forgot something major.

2008-12-31T00:49:00.002+07:00

scream award AAAA (ok ini mestinya ada gambar tp idk gmn mskinnya krn gw skrg kek rada mls save2 pictures krn theres too many)
sorry dania and mc :P

1. sebutkan penyanyi pop favoritmu!
katy perry.
2. apa arti EMO menurutmu?
i never smile cause i'm emo and my eyes are always like racoons
3. setujukan kalian dangdut go-international?
no.ud ada bollywood.kebanting
4. koleksi album apa yang kamu miliki? Ada berapa?
around 73 i think.iya emg lebay.
5. mengapa musik metal selalu triak-triak (scream)?
krn mrk tone-deaf so they scream.kdg2 they can sound good.
6. sebarkan award ini ke 7 orang!
tassha mia tewe clara.trsrh deh mao sapa lagi -_-

anddddd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAAA!!!!!
30 Desember :)

its new years eve already.12.15 am.

2008-12-31T00:14:00.002+07:00

marcia posted this sweet post and i..i'm told to do that aswell.wookey.
i want to say thanks to:
1.God
2.my mom.and grandma.
3.my damn good good friends. :)
marcia
we went to 2 concerts together and it was damn fun.we stalked and sorta met our idols(does patd even count back then?).you are the very first person to come to my house on my bday.we talk alot gossip alot hang out alot.its my pleasure teaching you guitar,and you are one of the funniest person ever.andi remember when we punk'd mia :P sorry mi.and the time i actually dipped in the pool while you refused to jump in -_- yet--you are one of the most fun yet dramatic person that i've known.yes we fought,but we're still friends thats all that matters now :)
dania
we went to mcr together :) thats the first thing that popped out from my brain.hehe.well,i learned my very first barre chord from you,which is B.from you i knew secondhand serenade and many other songs which are so great and awesome.looks like a silent person,but you are one kind of a rebel-ish type of friend.we had so much in common and helped each other through that which i really appreciate :)and one of the most talented musician friend that i have.
mia
we went to click 5 and mcr together,which were a blast.even though pas click 5 we werent that close.we were sorta fighting but we had fun.well,i had fun and i'm glad we watched them together.we said mean things to each other but i dont care anymore.we love rob pat kyle pat joey zehr martin paul and many other hotties :) you are one friend that is the loudest with one killer laugh with the biggest heart.you always remind me of the funny times we had in bali,in our room,where we recorded those damn funny video clips that deserves to be posted in youtube.hahaha
tassha
i just started knowing you this year.we had that similar "thing" that we've done and regret,we talk a lot and like many things together (in this case fob jason mraz ;P) but so far what i know is you cant eat seafood which i find very amusing you can only eat ikan teri rmh gw.haha but you are one of the sweetest and nicest friend i've ever had :)and you sound a LOT like marcia(cnth-- "ha,IYA"--"oMAI GAT")hehe.and our attempt of stalking a7x.failed.crushed.and one thing we also have in common is we didn't go to fob's 23rd sept 07 concert :( bummer.but actually what makes me laugh is when we actually first calling each other shh and aler.haha :)

but over all--from these people i learned hell lot this year.i learned to forgive and forget i learned my first barre chord,i learned how to play the amazing race season 0 and has a never ending season and games and tasks (which is sorta stupid i guess haha) i learned that every one has their ups and downs,their talents are theirs and what is mine,stays mine.if that make sense.but i'm glad that we are friends i know we fought and sometimes it was hard to say it and it makes a really awkward moment everytime we talk about it but its the lesson of life.this year i made new effin awesome friends.juniors and even seniors.i knew people lot better and ended up the person that i have no idea what she is like what she can do i actually learned quite hell a lot from them this year.
and to end this post i just want to say thank you for giving me such a great year,good luck for all of us.2009 will be better (like summertime--THE FUTURE WILL BE BETTER--)(cheesy.) and i hope we'll be friends always whatever shit happens :)

peace love and grooviness

valerie d

new year resolution!

2008-12-30T02:07:00.003+07:00

ohh gosh.its 2.06 in the morning,and i'm not in bed.oh for christs sake its 1 more day till NEW YEARS!!!
i can't believe it!
resolutions thumbs up.

THIS IS PROBABLY THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE :D

12 thumbs up for this year:

1. starting this year,i went to kick-ass concerts.and i went to OUR very first concert with my best buddies :) went to my chemical romance,the click five,and panic at the disco and got a tincy wince of memories with'em :)

2. i read twilight.i accomplished reading the whole series in a full week.7 days.4 thick damn books.

3. i fell in love with a "thing" called,the guitar and i got my first electric guitar a red fender strat. :)

4. i bought my OWN dog.Margaux :) my corgie :D shes still alive thank God and shes my baby darling dog.the one i took care of and sneaked away from my grandma.

5.i'm in FACEBOOK.and i'm a utuber.i open those 2 websites every time i'm online

6. i exchanged rooms with my grandma.and my purple room the one time my grandma gave me the responsibility to pick my own wallpaper and curtains she asked me to exchange with her.and i'm livin it.i love it.thanks grandma.

7. stoked with TWILIGHT movie and the upcoming HARRY POTTER!(i have a sudden love for books and writing and photography this year and gone a little tincy nuts with arts and music.)

8.the new fob the killers katy perry lily allen the academy is albums!

9.i met and got to be friends and chatted with Adam Gyorgy <3 style="font-family: georgia;">

10.regained consciousness from a deadly vertigo.i was out for a week or so.it was the worst week of this year. the absolute worst.thank God i survived.

11.i have the best christmas :) presents................well i only got 2 but i love em soooothnks to 2 people dear dear peeps.haha my mom and...someone.hahaha
guess what i actually delete from my wishlist next to this post. ;)

12.i have the best friends anyone can have.even though kita berantem kek parah wktu itu we made it and we've been even closer since :) yay!i miss you guys this holiday............

20 thumbs down this year

1. i cracked my guitar and got it fixed 3 times.and the last attempt failed and caused the guitar to crack even worse.damn.

2.robert pattinson sang.ohh gosh sorry but seriously after i listened it around 30 times at the ride back from rancamaya yesterday,i think ITS ILLEGAL.dude i don't even know what the hell you are saying!i sorta cheated cause i...sorta...gosh this is embarrassing...i memorized it.laugh it.laugh at me.laugh laugh laugh hahahahaha.he cant sing for crying out loud.he's mumbling!

3.i dislocated my knee.can i get the cast off know mom???????????????????

4.that dramatic "thing" i went through last june.awwhhh gossh.

5.on the 14th of July this year i made the huge-est mistake.i went to BBS for a week.cuzinz that goe der pardon moi for dis sentince boot me no likey going der.u see i suck at spiking and raiting in inglish.moi really doo.and me hate it der.not like you smarty pants going all lala and doodada.

6.i used to obsess over...PETE WENTZ.i was a total stalker i even posted all my mirrors and walls wih fall out boy fall out boy pete wentz ashlee simpson (not really i used a marker to cover ashlee's face) ask marcia mia putri (dania lo ngeliat ga?hahahahha) i suck.

7.i cried over pete because he married ashlee.yes this is baaddd and im admitting this

8.my cat bit my mom.and my moms arteries were also bitten.and she bled and bled and bled and it was a scary situation.

9.i got lots of nightmaresss this year.spooks up.

10.i love the black color scheme,cobalt blue and red.i feel such an emo geek.

"i never smile cause im such an emooooohhh"

11.global warming got worse.

12.too lucky people.

13.miley cyrus' album.and demi lovato's.gaaawwwddd

14. crazy utubers that posts like "twilight is NOT the worst movie." like those teenage zitty eyeglasses girls that defends people saying twilight is the worst movie lalala and well,good thing we are not one of em.

15.the fight with my friends.that was not the cherry on top of the sundae.

16.i'm actually on a bet.on the year 2009 i have to read like at least 75 books,in this case NOVELS.damn.piece of cake?literature.
i'm looking for paper towns,and looking for alaska.pls tell me if u find one of these books.

17.hannah montana is overrrr. :( oh should this be on the thumbs up list?

18.my mom spent the last week buying 11 pairs of shoes from stuart weitzman prada and linea (i got 2 pairs tho ;P) and 3 bags from prada and coach.jeez.

19.this vlog i subscribe at utube is ending this end of 2008 :(

20.my little cousin gets everything everything that i want.my life.SHE TOOK MY LIFE.

anddddddd resolutions.i only have 7.
1.stop acting silly and pretending to be a good singer slash guitar playing singer.
2. read more books and write more.
3.practice piano guitar and believe it or not dancing and vocals next year more seriously.
*i'm starting dancing again next year*gawshh
4.CLEAN MY ROOM
5.have a nicer attitude,be more appropriate,have a good year,get good grades,study hard,save money,stop watching too much tv
6.support my mom in any way possible i just love her too much she has done everything :)
7.finish all 75 books.

ha!wellllllllllllll and i suck.
i suck at new years.
spending neww years at four seasons.bringing my camera of course and mom is sorta bugging me to bring my guitar a long cause we're gonna meet soulvibe and 2 other important music guests there.and i said "mom isnt soulvibe a techno-ish band?"
clues please cluesssssss who the hell is soulvibe.i have no idea.

sorry not much pictures.the thing is my leg is still in a cast and im stting super straight rite now and im listening oh!
I HAVE A NEW DOG! a doxie(dachsund-teckel) a tan shorthair dachsund!its for my xmas present!not the typical dog i want but mom actually bought her already and she said to me that its my second xmas present from her.wookey.and shes the cutie pie.shes only 2 and a half months old.pics coming.and yet she is at margaux's old cage in my bathroom.we're still hiding her away from my grandma.haha.and yet she is screaming and yelping from my bathroom.and i guess were gonna have a hard time sleeping tonight.

i loving everyone in this holidayseason.
cause they are all the best and they all know what i want for xmas.and gawd they are my santas!! guess guess guess what i got for xmas

and i cant wait to swim swim swim after i get these damn casts off of me.

its 4.07 now.no wonder my spine hurts.

peace love and grooviness

MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEWYEAR!

valerie d

i broke my leg.dislocated knee.ouch

2008-12-26T15:40:00.002+07:00

last wednesday i was preparing for the campaign thingy.then i felt my knee sorta,crack (?) idk how to describe it but it felt like my knee turned the other way around and it was swollen.and my knee was on the left side of my leg.if that make any sense.then my mom immediately went home and took me to the er.great.a few xrays and MRI s later,my doctor wasn't there he went home already and so i had to get back to the er the next day.the next day well i had to meet my doctor in the or-- operation room.cause my doctor is doing a surgery and blah3x.however he laughed when he heard my story.and i was in excruciating pain.half an hour later,well.you know.my leg is in a cast already.it was full of pain for the next 2 days.but i have 2 days of holiday in advance.but in PAIN.geez.taking'em off on jan 3rd or 10th.depends on the mri and blah3x.
and the doctor said "you have dancing legs" whatttt????????????
so he said that my leg is flexible.very flexible.and he said dancers would kill for these pair of legs.really doc?i sorta regret having em.

I CHATTED WITH ADAM GYORGY

2008-12-16T13:35:00.005+07:00

seriously,I AM.I AM I AM I AM
AAAAA

i chatted with him from fb.

AAAAA!

i have to learn to chill.
he loves football!
errrrrr unusual post.
i didi something sooooo dumb everyone would just stare at me or laugh. whichever isss weird.
anyhoo,
my current biggest crush:

when i was like,12 or 13,i actually secretly had an obsession
of playing at carnegie hall.
wowzums.

anyways.
glad glad glad as a hippity popitty bunny rabbit lalalala
im starting to loose it.
anyways i love being at home.
i just do.

peace love and grooviness
valerie d

i actually can't breathe thanks to a pianist.

2008-12-15T21:28:00.004+07:00

Gosh.shucks.
i'm actually blushing.
So,like i posted yesterday (2 days ago??)(idk)
i got a signed cd from Adam.however,i haven't got it.YET.he had to take the cd's from the embassy blablabla,and soooo
yesterday as my mom was on the phone with tante yudith,she said,
tnte y: luc,can Adam write a little message for valerie's cd?
L: ya blh lah.msa ga blh.
sooooooooooooo
i just received the CD TODAYYY anddd he wrote...

To Valerie,
With Love,
Adam

i know.norak.but i mean,my mom's cd,my aunties' cd,nothing.just To ... (sign).
AAAA he is the nicest perso ever.such a sincere guy. :D
this just made my day.
anyways,he's in France today.
wish i was there. :)

i'm still not over the Adam Gyorgy lalalala.gosshhhhhhh :)
and i always melt watching him playing the "La Campanella" and the "Hungarian Rhapsody"
shucks.
how come all of a sudden i'm a classic fan???????jeezz.

now this guy.i have no words.
BUT
his fans are as crazy as the fans of alternative-rock-pop-rnb bands.
proof?

seeeeeeeeee............

so so so
nothing interesting.
a lot of work a lot of stress and a lot of stupid excuses and dumb reality teenage drama.
oh Lord,I'm bored.
and still i'm still oh sooo very much angry TO "you"
congratzzzz.
i hate you so much fake-wannabeeeeeeeeeeee
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
let it be.
let IT be.

anyways.
this week is the coolest week ever.
can i learn piano with Adam?

lurves

peace love and grooviness
valerie d

it's 4 am =="

2008-12-14T04:05:00.003+07:00

and yet i can't sleep and i'm full with anger.

thankssssss.a lot.

an extra touch to finish it up

2008-12-14T03:48:00.002+07:00

oh iyaaaaa...................
if u can't do it properly,and u are just there to copy every single thing I DO,, STOP IT.
i hate you and i will always do cause you are just this tincy little person that drops down really fast like the tower of terror.or WORSE.you disgust me.

ampe ada yg ngerasa gw ketawa hahaha ya.rasain aja.i'll rub it to your face until your face turns bright red and your sobbing to tears.
yes i can be mean.
just stop doing what i do.

i need jason mraz.PRONTO.

2008-12-14T02:24:00.005+07:00

yeayeayea i heard from lotssss of people that......

DETAILS PEOPLE DETAILSSSSSSSS PLEASE.

i'll definitely GO!
anyways.christmas is almost here.
today my mom has this cooking class at four seasons.this adult and kid cooking class thingy.so,while my mom is running here and there making sure everything is in place,my moms friend auntie judy goes for the adult cooking class,while i'm stuck at the toddlers side of the cooking class which e have to make gingerbread houses.it was sortaaa childish.but fun :) and it was actually not as easy as it looks like.anyhoo.my little friend eleanor masuk trans tv.awww shes such a cutie :)

i'm the one wearing black on the far right,the one yg digendong is maxie,auntie shirley and eleanor!!

yes so watever we had to make,it consists fresh icing which has like this limey sorta taste which is really really really good,and i kept on saying to tante yudith how ice it is an how addictive that icing is.pics of my gingerbread house coming.if i remember and if i haven't finished it all.i ate the chimney already.so what the heck.
finished,rushed back to the other side of the hotel(i was at the boardroom while auntie judy,mom and tante yudith were at the garden terrace) and we had to wait a couple of minutes,and while i was looking around,this stand sells this really cute spongebob sandwich toaster maker whatever.and my mom actually bought it.surprise.hahaha i laughed.
anyways,,
last thursday our meeting with the delighting Adam Gyorgy was canceled,he had to go to Bandung.soooooo :) we actually rescheduled today.my mom prepared this borneo tenun ikat thingy (shes the currator) and it's pretty. i don't mind wearing it though.it is pretty.she wrapped it up in this gold box with a bow.simple with an elegant touch.and blablabla after everything was done,tante yudith called him to come down (direct line!i was like wow i wanna do that!) and my mom and i rushed to the deli while tante yudith aited for Adam.
then we sat down,a few seconds later,i ccan hear like click clacks of high heels and voices of this sorta soothing guy voice.and it was.................

pardon me for the lack of a serious bad hair day and a bad choice of clothes.

anywhoo.
tante yudith told me to take pics of him (only) and while i was taking my cam....
Adam:hey aht is a canon dslr?
Valerie: yeah it is
A: it looks like mine errr...
V: canon 40 d?
A: Ah!yes yes yes we have the same one!nice yes?
V: very nice i think :) we have the same taste then
A: ohh yes yes we do we do!hahahahahaha (and he put on the sweetest smile :))
going on.and then he said
A : oh my.this is beautiful...(talkin about that ikat thingy) a.a.. I don't desrve this,,a ,a
Lucy(mom): no no Adam,you deserve this.thank you for coming and thank you for playing you are the greatest pianist known
A : thank you oh my...this is beautiful..this is FANTASTIC i'm speechless.
L : if you go anywhere in the world,you wont find anything like this
V : it's a one of a kind piece adam.
A : WOW really??wow i'm honored.i don't deserve this.i i i love it.
*muah muah* xoxo from adam ;P

moving on then he asked to take a pic with ME!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

this is the worse day.my hair is suchh a messsssssssssss.

but he is the nicest guy ever.aside to my dear dear cousins.and tcf.and mikey way.
whatever.
this time of day i'm actually listenign to his cd.
and he is damn awesome.i never react like this for classical music,but he definitely changed my mind.aaaa!hahaahaha got his cd,signed with my name on it :)
gosh i never thought meeting him would be this pleasant.hmm.different type of stalking no?i think this as more of a real actual meeting.
and he says FANTASTIC a lot.but,he has this cute hungarian accent.

i'm obsessing too much.

score!
1.i met adam gyorgy
2.i got the sheets to bella's lullaby (carter burwell) and i nailed it ;P
3.i have a super delicious gingerbread house.

its 3.32 in the morning.
and i'm flicking through the pics today.
andddd yeah i'm tired.
i'm sad but happy.
i'm sleepy but i can't sleep.

i used a lot of anyways in this post.
this is the 51st post.
not important.
not much pictures.
and if u noticed i cut my hair short.like rihanna ==" no thanks.
guys thanks for asking but no thanks.but thanks for ruining it =="
thnks for throwing me the trash.hahaha and cutting my homework to pieces.
thanks alot.
A LOT OF XOXO
gosh i'm tired.
yet i'm still thinking of adam gyorgy.he's like 26 years old.jeoy is like 28.pete is old.30 next year.same as pierre.joe jonas is like the ewww-est guy ever.no one,i mean no one.breaks up from the phone.joe is a jerk.(regina klo bc psti panas deh.sorry gin.hhehe)
kevin is justttttt gayyyyyyyyyy he made his purity ring at tiffany's (ok i read this in a mag which is totally irrelevant with watever my point is.)

okie dokie.
i'm a night crawler.
and i love books at night time.
my bed time story my ending of the day my good night "beauty" sleep.
does sleep even makes you prettier?no.
does botox makes you prettier?no.
so watever.
i'm not making any sense.
~~blahBLAHblah

peace love and grooviness

valerie d

savy that captain jack sparrow

2008-12-08T18:55:00.013+07:00

i'm watching pirates of the caribbean now.and errrrr yeah.nothing is like interesting today.nothing to watch.or eat.well i ate lasagna.thats it.and um.pretty.boring.for.a.day.
awkkkkward.

soo.ehem hem hem.
as i'm holding on to my chair for yet another teenage-dramatic-oh-everything-is-oh-so-boring blowout,i searched for more piccies of MODERN art which i think is like the 21st century's da vinci rembrandt picasso all together,cause they are all effin AWESOME.(and while i'm writing this on the computer,my very oh so kmpungan maid is giving my littel kittens milk screams while she also watches potc.which i think is udik.kek ga prnh liat tv.just kidding.i'm being a jerk.

so the tmnt picture.that is natalie portman.if you like zoom the pic,she's like scared.and uhhm.probably she eats vegan cheese with pizza which is tottaly weird.weirrrrrddd.
and the e.t picture which i laughed.if you guys watched fob's honda civic tour behind the scenes,or release the bats,you'll know where pete got his inspiration doing the hill water slide.
i seriously cracked when i saw that pic.
(credits:onetogrow88.blogspot.com)

a pop art (or should i say pop ARFF) by Nathan Janes.this is a pop arf of hemingway.Pete's dog.
and i guess rigby might get a little jealous.haha
*rigby is pete's female bulldog.

so well,,idk.
aside from the crappy macaroni mom bought home from kemchicks,i love my new pants from the very oh so pasaran store ZARA.heheheee.
my mom bought me like 2 pants,and a turtleneck which i totally adore.
(credits:my mother)ahahaha

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

oh no.i'm home alone.
ok so now with music.
i'm not taling about alternative-rock-pop-punk-rap-music today.
i'm writing about the genius 21st century's mozart.
the cute yet genius hungarian pianist.

he is here.i mean in jakarta.on thursday last week he played at the 4 seasons hotel jakarta,and today he's playing at the hungarian embassy.my mom and her friend tante yudith is there.they got tickets!only 2 though.so that is sorta the reason why i'm home alone.
BUTTTTT.
i'm meeting him this thursday!pretty stoked i mean he is such a genius genius pianist with amazing charisma and he is absolutely cute.NO?
hahaha.check him on youtube there are like dozens of his videos there.type ADAM GYORGY.
and he's only 23or was it 21?or is it 22?oh well,the thing is he's still around that age.20-23-ish.

anddd errrr for those who are interested on spending the new year's eve+new years on 4 seasons,tell me pls!i'm gonna hang out there like practically the whole day with my mom and its gonna be pretty boring.tee hee.

it's almost that time of year again.shucks.
2009.

i'm ending this post.
eventhough it's just like 32 minutes since mom and tante yudith's departure to the hungarian embassy.shucks.
hrrrrmmmm.
anyhoo.anyone who watches house(i finished season 5b) and heroes (i finished till season 3d)
tell me.i feel alone like by watching these series.

the smartest doctor in the business.the greatest heroes of the world.
i like
dr. chase ... (anyone fill in the blank)

and i like (this is like my version of forbidden love)

yesss i like SYLAR.the bad guy.

he looks cute.especially when he's like geeky with the glasses.and i actually like his power.open up peoples brain taking their abilitiessssss,,,
WEIRD.
hahaha
soo oh well,
i'm just making a point.
back to fb chit chat world
peace love and grooviness

valerie d

i'm like a vampire cause i can't sleep

2008-12-08T02:03:00.011+07:00

soo yeah.
it's true.
cause i'm soooo bored.

i love these.
red patent aoki supras.guys have the best stuff in "fashion" t-shirts,vests and stuff.idk about u guys reading this but i think it's true.yes?

this is the cutest welcoming-to-the-world gift ever.
fender made this especially for baby bronxie making him the youngest bassist in history.
better use that for good.and sooner or later pete,you gotta rip off or paint that pacifier on baby bronxie's bass one day.
he has to grow up dudeee.

moving on to ART.
so on the far left is a drawing,and amazingly made by the darling pete wentz and artist jensen hang (photo courtesy of meelikey.com) and next to it is a drawing made by kurt halsey frederiksen.
it's as cute as hell and i adore these pieces of art.
i call this MODERN art.
this is what MODERN art supposed be like.MODERN.
i'm a dork.really am.
i'm posting more adidas,clandestine shoes slash supras which i totally adore.

the first pic is actually an adidas usual shoes.but with leopard prints on the shoe laces.the purple supra pete used for the folie a deux bench pic.the third one is the supra i adore oh-so-much.it's a polkadot supra.love'em.andddd
limited edition clandestine x supra with the 29 bat heart on the back.

comments on these pics.
(credits to meelikey.com)
first pic.korean tom cruise is like he raddest assistant ever.and he's like super best friends to everyone in the decaydance slash def jam society.
second pic.
WHO IS THAT WITH THE PINK BRA?????????and WHO IS THAT GUY THAT LOOKS LIKE A GANGSTER WANNABEEE??????
answer : brendon and ryan.
third pic.the three musketeers.trio amigo.3 bst buddies.and they are all HOT and TALENTED.

read his t-shirt.
it says
"because I'm Gabe Saporta and I can do THAT"

i seriously laughed and choked drinking my water looking at this picture.
new posts tomorrow.
it's like 2.43 and errmm i'm going hunting deers and bears and moose in jakarta.
is that even possible.
haha
el oh els
peace love and grooviness ;D

valerie d

i'm here to FIGHT

2008-12-07T23:56:00.005+07:00

straighten things up here.so okay.
sorry the last post was,,sorta unfinished.my computer was sorta uhm.experiencing technical difficulties.
and yeah.life.
anyways.twilight.

for me,the best movie in 2008 SO FAR.(note.there is still harry potter coming up)
and yes,an so is the handsome guy,ROBERT PATTINSON a.k.a EDWARD CULLEN
my future husband!!!!chill.
oh yeah.
robert pattinson DID NOT propose to kristen stewart.kristen here,has a bf since she is 16.but,close friends reported that kristen looked happy everytime she is near rob.
HOWEVER.that doesn't mean kristen and rob is dating NOR are they ENGAGED.
that is just STUPID for people who spreads rumours about this.
and NOTE.decode DID play in the middle of the movie for people who think they are oh-so smart and thought kristen and rob is in a relationship.
let me tell you THAT IS BOGUS.

anyhoo.
yesterday,i watched it.wth mia mc dania.when we arrived it was packed.and we met our saviour MICHELLE JONG whom without her,we wont get the best seats in the theatre.hahaa.thanks to tante and om Michelle Jong.
tteehee.
and my response was,,errrr
embarrassing shrieks,awws,oh-em-jeezz,constant screaming and commenting on everything from the soundtrack,from how gorgeous edward looks,how-i-want-to-be-bella comments and oh-please-bite-me-edward comments.
which i think it's a pretty funny experience.
and they are gorgeoussssssssssssss.slurp.

bella's jacket here
well,in that part,looks like my brown j.crew jacket.haha.it looks very familiar.and i love this part of the movie.
hahha

and so the saga begins.70million dollars opening week,i mean,if i'm stephenie meyer i would be overwhelmed.by everything.from the best-selling book,fans around the world,youtube trailer teasers,i mean,wow.
spoiler alert.i apologize if i spoiled something.but i guess its impossible coz everyone watched the movie already.
i noticed when charlie and bella was in the diner,the 2nd time i think,stephenie made a cameo.
is that right?
i was just wondering.

ok i'm done talking about twilight.
i'm currently,well,basically i started reading hp and the order of the phoenix last month,and i stopped because of all the stupid papreworks and dumb assignments.and i started reading it again 3 days ago finished 3 more chapters until this morning i couldn't find the book,and i found the host(steph.meyer) on the stacks of magz in my bathroom.so i started reading it and finished 4 chapters.errrr i guess it means,,destiny?
sorry harry potter you'll just have to wait.
haha
its 1.00 am sharp
and errr hahaha
tomorrow i'm on holiday more posts coming i guess
peace love and grooviness

valerie d

so.

2008-12-07T16:15:00.003+07:00

i'm boreeeed with this blog.but i won't delete any of my post.i'm just changing the concept.i think.
listened to the whole fob record from the split ep,evening out with your girlfriend,their acoustic b-side,take this to your grave,from under the cork tree,infinity on high and a couple of songs from folie a deux.(just 2 btw,love lockdown and i don't care) and i thought how these awesome guys became famous.they are just like any ordinary band WHICH i think rocks.but on the other hand,they actually made it.they made a difference in the history of alternative music (besides green day for sure).
well,green day is the Gods of alternative music.NO ONE can top their own weirdness.and they started the guy-liner thingy.besides pete who made it much bigger in emo world.
this is weird.
oyeah.i changed my skin and header.
i edited it myself :D and i'm super proud of myself,cause i finally sorta figured out how to use adobe.(gw org udik dan kampungan oh yeahhhh haha)
and i need opinions.cause from week to eek im gonna change my header and ask YOUR opinion.tee hee.
just a weird way to say that i guess.
haha.
anyways.the new mychemicalromance.com is rad.i like how htey can post their blogs and pictures. thats nice of them.

back to fall out boy.
idk why i'm criticizing them so much lately.hmm.
their website is ok.but it gets boring.but they have that q&a section which i think they are actually nice cause they sorta answers their fans questions.buttttt pete answers the dumb questions.the questions that doesn't mead a thing and he answers it like he's the SMART ass guy.
aside from that,the click five tried this q and a also.by videos.
the videos from ben and joey are usually funny.but from the rest..eerrr you guys are sorta boring.just leave the questions to joey and ben PLEASE.haha
sorry kyle joe ethan.

sorry for the inconvenience

2008-12-04T15:16:00.001+07:00

i', going to change the skin asap.asap. seriosly.this skin sucks.and i havn't found any skin that suits me.
see ya!
big big gallops of luck for the 9th graders!

sorry.

2008-11-29T18:08:00.004+07:00

it's called swing emotions of a teenage girl that just pops and explodes as she saw something major.sorry for the xtra short post :(

soo yes.i have no idea what the hell i'm doing.

twilight starts today.midnite.
i'll jsut be patient.my cousin watched it and said it was sooo bad.and disgusting.
agreed?
let just see the end result.

people are just mad with highschools these days.i understand.good luck guys.
and i ammmm errrrrrrrmmmmm.

going on.
so i've heard many rumours,many stories,tons and tons of gossip.and i just wanna say,that i don't freakin care ok.i jsut don't. if i made you hate me,or just want to crush me with your damn voices or your damn hands (or other body parts) fine.i won't mind.you wont even care.
and i..heem.i..i don't know.
it's NOT WORTH IT.

wtf.idk and idont care.

everyone did the 10 thing post ya?every blog i open its like there.
googled it up and like parah.sakit bgt men.
hahaha that sakit word is very contagious = ="

my mom told me to start dancing again and i said no.she was like "you don't know the art and bla3x" andddd ehem mom i know and i just don't want to anymore.it makes me weird feeling.that sad-happy-lost-exited-ish kind of feeling.weird.weird..

and yet i still hate my acoustic.she cracked again.damn it.
mommmm pleasseeeeeeeeeee.
college is far away.i wanna go there as fast as daphne from heroes.
ok ppl who never watched heroes b4 you guys totally just ruined the day.
seriously its like THE BEST sci fi series ever.

twilight is gonna rock my day.

daphne is a speedster.she is super fast.

andddddd i want to go so bad man.soo freakin bad.

hmppppph.
what do you think of this?

this is my fave cland.ind tee everrrrr i drool for this.

and this is the most wanted hoodie in my closet.

and those are the reasons why i actually want to be daphne.
crack me up with anything over you kno wat 2 do.
i need laughing gas.

p l and g
valerie d

sad face lips upside down

2008-11-29T17:56:00.003+07:00

this is how i describe my day.

damn it.

remind me why am i damn here.
take me away please.

post of the day listening to good charlotte we believe,the all american rejects' straightjacket feeling,and panic's cover of the weight.and wishing to be someon else i guess.
damn someone is sooo lucky.
yes it took 3 songs to post this.

peace love and grooviness
valerie d

forgot something

2008-11-21T20:51:00.004+07:00

i hate someone.
oh yes i hate someone soooo bad.
i'll refer *bip* as CLUNK.
bad name.but,clunk is WEIRD.
do you know that she is such a hypocrite?
do you realize that FRIEND?
is that what you are?
i asked and you just shaked.
i was suffering from MENTAL ILLNESS and DISEASE and you.
CLUNK just left me there.
i asked for clunk's help but clunk sorta DUMPED me.
sorta like.a clunking clunk.
and you knoww..in my point of view,i want CLUNK to look like THIS.

CONGRATULATIONS now you are seeing CLUNK!
ihate you dear old friend whose name i don't want to remember and that person who my mom calls alay and weird and dumb and just a CLUNKIN' ASSSSSSSSSS----

3 easy ways to break in to my room

2008-11-21T20:14:00.002+07:00

theres nothing you can do apparently to break in to my room.hah!nice try.too bad.
uuuuuuhhhm
i'm hating school.i'm hating chemistry physics math geography economics and that stupid subject called PLKJ.the dumbest subject that i have ever learned.
also known as STINKIN ASS subject.or broccoli head's class.wtf lah.

soo tomorrow i hope is gonna be fun.we're going to kuburan belanda.

yeahhh not that biggy.just hoping to get good pics (note that i don't have a tele lens)

moving forward.piano lessons.boring.i'm playing more sonatinas and bach and czerny.ooh what a BLAST.i'm so 'happy'. NOT.

trying to bugg my mom so she'll let me take jazz classes.tell me what type of JAZZ i'm talking about.haha.

theeennn i remebered what she said last night.
"i don't want you to hang out with ALAY ppl."
yes mom.i know.i don't want that either.i stay away.
"seriously i don't want you with THAT"
that?you're weird mom.
"i'm talking no cutting at the middle valerie.i don't like IT"
fine mom.i won't i'll get out from IT'S way
"good.don't let IT stick IT'S nose in this house again"
fine.like i'll let IT come here again.

jeeeeezzz everything is drama drama drama drama.

i watched and read a lot of musicals these weeks.interesting plot lines that i like with a lot of songs that i used to sing when i was like 6 or 7.like mamma mia,sound of music.
and i started to put interest at chicago,annie,cabaret.which is sorta like pg 13 in musical world but it's interesting.very interesting.weird huh.
but i always say no to SHAKESPEARE.

twilight premieres today.worldwide.exept indonesia.bummer.
that is one of the reasons i hate this country ohh so darling much.i hate it.

and does anyone know where the hell is CORINNE BAILEY RAE??i was just reviewing my trash and i actually moved it all to my desktop and listened to all of them and i heard put your record on.which i used to sing it a lot in the shower and my grandma would actually yell and bang on the door just to shut me up.yes i sound that bad.haha
i haven't heard of her for such a long time.jeez.

amy winehouse on the other hand. i found that i actually downloaded rehab.hahaha and i actually used to like it so bad.yes i'm weird.she's sick isn't she?because of her drug possesion and such? oh well.that is show biz.

now i'm actually thinking.my guitar (this case my uncle's its not officially mine cause i didn't buy it),uhm my uncle's guitar in which case i use on a daily basis SUCKS.and i am planning to buiy a new one.a real acoustic one that has a slimmer handle,a nicer sound,and a nice black smooth color.ok i'm just dreaming.but I ACTUALLY FOUND ONE THAT sorta FITS MY CRITERIA.it's a behringer acoustic guitar,it's black and nice.and it costs 89 bucks.and theres the lauren dreadnought acoustic.it's also black and it costs 59 bucks.
i think,in my opinion these are very very reasonable prices.and with really great reviews.

people buy one of those as my christmas present pleasssseee.
if you give me one,forget my birthday next year i won't mind.

hummpphh.
unfortunately i have to go scatter and study.
i'm looking at my desk with a total expression of AWE.
wow-some
p l and g!
valerie d

copycats go away with baygon.BYE! GONE!

2008-11-19T18:33:00.002+07:00

another worse day.worse hour worse second.i had a hard time with the chemistry test.ad guess what.
what?
si iwan thought i cheated cause i was looking don to my skirt.
no shit?
yeah no shizz.i hate it when ppl make wrong assumptions about you.like this.and the thing is even though i'm "innocent" in this case,i'm just afraid he'll spill to my dearly mom.
shiz.arrrrrggghhh bite me.
tbi was ok.
cam was....weird.
moving on.

my osis test thingy.
ok deh it was the worse hour of the dayyyyy.dita rena celine and eliz you guys were just nastyyyy.sumpeh gw krngt dingin. =="
hahaha but it was funny when si tewe nyoba nyolot.gw mau ngakak sendiri.
dan kalian tuh bnr2 nyolotinnyaaa cekaceka.salutation to all.hahaha

my class suck.i hate all the teachers i just wanna get out from that stinkin place sometimes.tired,bored just plain awkward.this is not the first time i felt this,but it's just too "dramatic" everyone is such a drama queen and just stinkin acts like shiz there and i wanna punch their faces hard.HARD.can i??? pleassssssssssssssssssee.

anyhoo.
i have aquestion and pleassee answer this in my cbox.

MENURUT ANDAAAA..(hehe)
apakah pelajaran PLKJ itu PENTING?????
apakah pelajaran KIMIA itu penting kalau cita2 saya itu menjadi business woman???

answer please.
i wanna make a petition.HAHAHA
i hate this stinkin life.NOT.
i love my phone tho.
love it soo much :)

geee hope i have time but.
hehe
spank my ass next time
u kno the drill.
p l & g!
valerie d

i deserve 1 sp for not submitting my "homework"

2008-11-17T17:01:00.002+07:00

here's my homework from tassha.hahaha
10 random facts about me.lets seeeeee...uhhm

1.i like to do my reading in the bathroom.idk why.
2.i was a born-dancer(my mom was soo its in the blood),but i stopped since my grandad passed away.
3.my best friend is my mom.can't it be more obvious?
4.after i finish school i'm staying in the states.and not coming back.thats final.
5.i think about my future a lot.
6.i hate it when my finger bleeds.
7.i hate un-grateful people (either ungrateful for what they have or their talents.make it simple,ppl that whines about everything)
8.i hate it when we take a picture and my head would be huge.my head is big.i have a big head.
9.i sometimes hate competition.
10.i get stage frights and i sing in the bathroom.

those are the facts.soooooo i wanna give this tooo mia aja deh.
everyone seems to have done it already.ohh gosh i suck.
sorry i haven't posted anything.
yet.
haha.
no i'm posting.
and good news,i'm actually friends now with joey zehr.AAH! psych! but i guess he's accepting all of his friend requests.oh well.whatever.sorry joey,facebook is no longer your hide-out.anyways.

i hate it when ppl like judge me in the face, and thinks that i'm invincible.well, i hate you back.i hate it when orang ksh tampang madesu and acts like not a friend when i need one.and when it s her turn its like ohhh my gosh your so talented ohh you're such a great person and all that shit.
i'm, sick of that.i'm sick of being treated that way .i hate to be invincible.like you talk,you don't get the respond that you wanted.you have to suffer all over it again just to say "hey,WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM STOP ACTING THIS WAY"

damn i just see everyone to be like this lucky person.my cousins are all abroad.and their futures are sooo BRIGHT as the sun ==" unlike me stuck here for high school while the whole family is slowly migrating there and just leaving me alone.i'm damn alone.and next year it's her turn.great.thanks for the info.great.just great.

oh well.
let me just go to my corner and just mope.mope mope mope.
mope.
peace love and grooviness
valerie d

saya TIDAK mencintai ibu guru saya.

2008-11-04T15:42:00.002+07:00

who does.
this day waaas the crappiest day.shit tai gw ud benci bgt sama this day.
mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.tired like ass.grr.capek saya capek.
i got angry,and practically i lost my mind over everything.cause everything feels like shit.my head is spinning and my teacher is an ass and my mind is gonna blow up to pieces any moment.

and thx to margaux,my corgie pee-ed on my bed.puked all over.in the middle of the friggin nite!
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate this day so much.

then my limewire wont work.
ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh
myyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
gooooooooooooosssssssssssshhhhhhhhh

hmmmphhhhhh.
i hate this.this this feeling like falling into the deep dark wishing well that wont grant your friggin wish.
ahh.words valerie.mind your words.

saya mencalonkan diri saya menjadi osis.dan sekarang saya tidak tahu mau menjabat sebagai apa dan sedikit menyesal saya telah mencalonkan diri saya.

yes i am that stupa people and i have no friggin idea what have i done and what will i do rite now.
geez val.what a drama life
yes life.thanks for giving me such a crappy day

gawk.
no-
peace love and grooviness
day
valerie d.

writing this on me mac so no colors :(

2008-11-03T20:52:00.003+07:00

sooo fun day last time eh?
haha.

i had a blast :) thanks for giving the effort of dressing up,crying,running around like crazy people,saying thanks in 5 languages and just being silly.curled up like a ball......

that was....nothing.haha.

i really wanna watch rihanna.shit,i have no money :( but but but. i just have to be patient for paramore to come.or any other singer slash bands to come.

spoiler.yaaa maybe all of you know this already.paramore is going to fill in the soundtrack of the best book ever made twilight.(yes i've said that,that twilight is the best book ever ;)) soooo yeah,the song is called DECODE.
chills running down me spine!!!aaaa me wanna watch.sabar val.its this month.but taiiiinyaaaaa its the month of ULANGAN UMUM.anyone recognize those 2 words???
it means DEATH.

i'm loving the "world" i'm living now :) i'm somehow...happier.
thanks for giving me such a blast :D
glad ur my buddies :)

annd believe it or not,i'm actually reading HARRY POTTER.hahaha idk but i find this very very funny.coz everyone read JK's books when they are like..idk 11?haha.

oh yeah yeah yeah i forgot,,NOW (besides Haley Williams the total punk-rocker with oh-so-adoring large voice and stunning looks ;D) i have a new idol.lalal HAHAHA.
her name is KATY PERRY.well,you might not liek her,but i adore her soooo much.i really like her idk.her charisma like her "fullness" with her looks,voice,music and she's dating travy!
oh weeeellll,,i like her sooo much (not is a lesbo way.in a fan and celeb way.)

i adore YOU!

sooo cheerio.have a good day and.
HAPPY late HALLOWEEN!
:)

peace love and grooviness
valerie d.

i LMAO with this post

2008-10-29T17:17:00.002+07:00

i think this is the funiest PATD video they've ever made in history.LINK!

IT'S ALMOST HALLOWEEN

enjoy :)

ps.i think the dance parts by them are inspired by the changcut waktu di jkt.tell me what you think!

i don't know wether to be sad or happy.

2008-10-25T20:29:00.004+07:00

today,twassssss hmmm.okay.went to gyoza straight from school with mom to celebrate my mom's best friend's birthday.then we got SCOLDED by this random customer there which was really annoying and i had nothing to do with the fight.i mean its a birthday party,we can't all shut up and whisper can we?.grrr.and my mom's other friend that was there,tante lily she was practically screaming to the gyoza guy.right after the birtday lady blow her candles.then we went to loewys. ate creme brulee and the apple tart.it was drizzling already at that time.

good thing ti didn't went to om pau today.hmmmfff he's sick.and i was sick 2 weeks ago and i don't want to get any more illness in the next 2/3 months.its the holidays!

i'm soo glad with my mid term results.after i thought about it and looking at it,reviewed it for quite some time.

mom got proposed.and God thank you Lord :)

sooo on Wed and Thurs,me mc mia tassha shirley and vania went for....

AVENGED SEVENFOLD

we are soo unlucky these past months.hell knows why.too long for a post.and i'm to angry and frustrated just to think about it.it makes me just want to throw things away and breaking stuff like glass,mirrors ok itu sih lebay.gak ampe sgitunya sih.haha.

and on Thurs,gw les sama eko.pas everyone got back home and half-heartbroken because of a7x.grrrrr.then in the middle of the lesson,my grandma's friend's grandson came to pick her up!his dad is from Holland,and he is sooooo cute.eko autisnya mulai kambuh saat ia melihat ROY(the kid's name). he ate chocolate cake and played with his toy.then i think eko made a face to him and called him with hand gestures and roy ran to him,eko picked him up and kayak he's like acting like he's the father.like he is like "loving" him unconditionally,which for me it's kinda weird.and un-normal.no ABnormal.

searched my grandad's closet the other day with my grandma.took 3 of my grandad's shirts which i really like,cause they are soo comfortable and nice looking.haha.

haha if you noticed my skin now,its from this old movie namanya napoleon dynamite yang bnr2 a movie that is so dumb,so stupid but meaningful.hahaha.it was like one of the classic comedy old movie.

mom is gone.to a tere reunion at somewhere.hmmmfff gw bt bgt di rmah.
but since she talked to i-kno-who shes like more FUN and adventurous.which i have more fun with :) and i can talk to her about everything.

tasa mc dan mia is in love with RINGKIH!!!!!

i like that nickname and i started to call him that.hahahahaha dodol.

it's almost november which meanssss....TWILIGHT THE MOVIE!!!

countdown till 21 Nov '08.

ad also ulum starts around that time too.hmmmphhhh.males.can we just skip that and move on to the holidays??i'm sick with the person sitting right behind me.i hate her so bad dude.

oh yeah.
concerts please concerts.
jasonmraz cobrastarship theacademyis falloutboy clickfive mcr a7x panicatthedisco fratelis weezer greenday (ok greenday skali dtg harga tiket 2jt dan satu minggu ud sold out.)

ahhhh dreaming.

day/night/afternoon dreaming

hmmmf

valerie d

ps.for those yg dpt foto / autograph a7x congrats.

SHUT UP!NO WAY!grrrr!!!!

2008-10-17T00:00:00.002+07:00

yes,i like the TWILIGHT SAGA doesn't mean YOU have to like it too!
I HATE COPYCATSS!!!!!!!!grrrrrr.
i wanna watch avenged....tp sayang duit ;P better watch something that i really really like.like paramore cobra*ship t.a.is jasonmraz motioncitysoundtrack thetingtings boyslikegirls (ini sihh ud wish list.its only a wish.ga mungkin dah dtg.grr)the click five!untuk yg kesekian kalinya.haha and....(hopefully) fall out boy-->debuting their newest album Folie a Deux aaaa gw ga tahan men pengen bgt cepet2 2009!
oh yaaa.grrr.ashlee is gonna give birth to pete's baby this month.mati aja deh.ahh i'm soo mean.
end of post.
its in the middle of the nite.
midnight.
haha.
i'm reading twilight again.finished it also in 2 days.haha.
kyk ga ada buku bacaan lagi val.em ga ada i liked it too much
HAHA

valerie d

this ain't 'yer place playah.

2008-10-13T22:18:00.002+07:00

ummmm..random title?yes.

okeh i'm just here for a quickie post.

FYI

ehh you lagi crazy i hate you and your FRIGGIN way of saying my name in a very nak way and ther way you terrorize me with all your goddamn unimportant private number phone calls and dumb questions about me and my school and my DAMN PERSONAL LIFE.

and you.oohh yess you.you,you just forget the ppl who helped you.you just think abut yourself.well,you are the one over exaggerating things here.your damn life how un-thankful you are about it and just the way you talk it makes me hurl.
and the stuff that annoys me in your freaky journal is too LEBAY okeh.and yeah.what i thought were just rumors because i trusted you soo much and i backed you up like hell,some of them are quite actually TRUE.

stop messing round with me.i bite.bzzzzt.

--"

done.
enough anger for one post.

ahhhhhh tau ahhh ancur ini smuaaaaaaaa

ihateyou.com

valerie.d

ps.I HATE COPYCATS.

ponytails are were sooo yesterday.

2008-10-10T16:17:00.000+07:00

ahaha.i just remembered someone yang...ahahahaha dicatok.

i was sick for the last 4 days and damn it was the worst headache i've ever felt since i was born.(??)
yayaya.whatever.sneaked to my moms room.cause shes not home.yet.
damn bored wanted to go to school but no she won't let me.i'm just to damn bored here at home alone with nothing to do.bang my head to the table pls.hmmph.

soooooo yeahhhh.
oc.to.ber.
21st--> misa kampus
22nd-->avenged sevenfold

apa lagi?

oo damn this is such a boring post.
can't wait till DECEMBERRRRRRR.jeez it still a long long time. :(
cry baby.hmphh.

oh yeah.
i don't know whats your problem,but you're such a hypocrite!
if you don't like me,just SAY IT.don't spray it.i don't like you,you don't like me.then just stay out from my friggin way.you just talk about oh how unlucky you are.WELL THINK AGAIN.at least you have a FREAKIN daddy!daddy's girl.hmmffff.and you talk and talk andtalk about how you are soo unhappy.DON"T YOU THINK I AM???nasty hypocrite.yeah don't think about me.think about YOURSELF.don't bother asking me for my help anymore.i hate you.I HATE YOU!!!!

grrrr.

berhubung tyo tidak akna dlm seumur hidup balik lg ke rumah gw.JADINYA DIA WKTU HR SENEN KE RMH GW BAWA ADEKNYA.namanya ga kyk tampangnya.SANTO.dan sumpe gw takut ngeliat mukanya.tampang kriminal gt dan suaranya cempreeeeennnggggg bgt.crazy gw takut.haah.
dan gw ama mia jamin dia jd gebetan barunyaaaaa... YATI!
hahahahahah bagus lah they'll live happily ever after.

so.
its 4.31 pm.
have to take my meds. :
see ya dont wanna be ya
peace love and grooviness
valerie d ;)

MOM ILY ILY ILY ILYSSSSSSSSSSSM!!!!!!!

2008-10-09T13:06:00.000+07:00

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR MOMSEY!!!!

HEY MONDAY!

2008-10-02T02:06:00.000+07:00

i'm soooo gonna kill myself on monday.why every holiday has to be like super short and..boring.sometimes.well this year is like the most boring holiday eh-ver.
anyhoo.
watched taken with mom,tante irene&lily today.and we ate pasta de waruku at grandi and its like sooooooooooo yummmyyyyy..hehe.geeez i eat a lot every holiday.hibernation.what i do best every holiday is..sleep.haha.anyways.that movie was okay.its not great its ok.

uummmm because i'm like soooo boreddd..like i'm the prettiest girl everrrr like,,my hair is soo gorgeus and my eyes are like sooo pretty..oh i'm such a missy perfect...

try reading that sentence above with a bitchy cheerleader accent.kayakkk siapaa yaaaaaa.HAHA
watching mtv.bored.nothin special.mtv swag.(read mc's blog 4 deets)
anndddd...........i hate my piano lessons.i hate my teacher yang sok cantik bgt.najisssss.
ewww miley cyrus.7 things.ewwwwww graukgrauk najissss.i hate how she acted there.

yeah perez hilton i agree with ya.shes like lying about her relationship with nick jonas.nick IS NOT the type of boyfriend that makes girls cry.(well,an exeption for girl FANS thats one)

hmmm.i'm gonna make a list.again.
my top weekly soundtrack:
1.homecoming-Hey Monday
2.shake it-Metro Station
3.guilty pleasure-Cobra Starship
4.the scientist-Coldplay
5.i'm yours-Jason Mraz
6.a sunday-Jimmy Eat World
7.overweight-Blue October
8.about a girl-The Academy Is...
9.hamburg song-Keane
10.love generation-Bob Sinclair

grrrhhh i hate my nailssss.i keep on ruining the black polish.damn it.

anyways.

1.pete wentz is an armpit licker!!!ewwww.
link! 7 things.
2.he(or is it she?) is like the best hollywood updater ever and he cracks me up like kerrr ayyyy zeee.haha link! PEREZ HILTON
3.Fall Out Boy's new album Folie a Deux worldwide 3&4 NOVEMBER 08.preview their first single from their newest album --> I Don't Care
it's like the funniest video clip EVER.with cameos from gabe saporta, SARAH PALIN(totally unexpected),and many2 more!like i wass sooo LMAOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

soooo now i'm watching mtv bust a move.and itsss very...NORAK.kyk ada satu cewe suka ama satu cowo dan pgn nunjukkin kyk bcoz tuh cewe mau get back with that guy,bljr kyk nari weirdoo weirdoo gt kyk norak bgt gila.gw jd dia gw c maluuuuuuu bgt.

oh yeahhh i hehe.rearranged my room.and..its not done.i'll post the before and after pics tomorrow.cause my room is like a total dump.theres like dust bunnies under my bed which is really disgusting and i sneezed a lot when i found it under my bed.ewwww.

***klo ampe dia jadi the next "ryan ross" gw bunuh diri bnran deh.najissssssssssss.gw sihh enek bgt yaa sama dia.i'll bet she would open up a boutique or whatever somewhere in the middle of nowhere in strangersville and the ppl who buys her clothes are like grannies that own like 20 cats and smells like cigarettes.ok ini emg pemikiran yg jahaaaaaaaaaaat bgt.hehe.

***oh yaaaa kan ada yg sok sempurnaaaaa kyk andra and the backbone (?) apa lah gw jijik ama dia ama smua blog dia ama her attitude yg sok bgt the way her "people" thinks itu GA BGT YA.

tried SOUR SALLY today.yoghurt di sency yg smua org pd blg enak bgt enak bgt lalalala,,yeaahhh well...biasa ajah.hehe.as usual my mom lebay bgt.ckck.and today she actually saved like 5 little kittens that we found in front of my grandma's window.behind like these big pieces of glass that (i think) was mom's shower doors?cutted into like 6 big pieces.behind those are like 5 cute kittens!and as usual yaaa mom lebay.hehe,,ngambil kandang gt ksh makan(tp ga dimkn) lalalala cepe deh.haha.dan akhirnya kabur dan ga balik lagi.goblok bgt deh.

ok skrg bust a move *becoming a rap star* najis men.ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.and he's an english CAUCASIAN.geez.gw plg ilfil sama those caucasian ppl that tries to become a rap superstar (eminem,kevin federline) yg sok2 gangstah.

started reading the host.
Ford Deep Waters.okkk gw rada bingung at first i'm like sooo confused with the story line and such.but i don't care.haha i don't care.wtf lahh.i'll just have to read it all over again.i've only read like 20 pgs of it.no biggie.

mom bought like these red flats from linea.grrr more shoes. - -" dan it's not good looking.weird.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.dimana gt i saw like these really cute semi-gladiator(well,,kyk spatu gladiator tp ga tinggi2 bgt.stgh mata kaki gt) shoes.they have like 4 different colors.yellow,lime-green hot pink and this baby-aqua-is blue color.i want the baby-aqua-ish blue color.its like super cute!too bad mom wasnt there last time.oh yeah was it di taka-spore?hmmpphh i hate it when this happens.

hhahaha plunge my head with a plunger!

my legs are sore.and its cramping.ouchhh.hmmpphhh.

i'm so dead bored man.its 2.57 in the morning.

and i hate z100.com.gw ga bs sign up coz im not in the states!pdhl HR INI FOB OL DISITU (mnrima CHATTING & LIVE WEB CAM) AND DI FOBROCK THERE ARE LIKE SOO MANY PPL THAT SAID 'yeah i accidentally talked to PATRICK' ahh taii lo.tai tai tai tai tai tai tai taiiiiiiiiiiii.

oohhhh crud.nothing interesting happened exept.............ga ada.

nyokap gw berkomentar ttg lomo

"ngapain beli.pke kamera biasa juga bisa"

hadooo mooommmmm plok plok plok bnran deh gw.ttg tele:

"iya beli aja situ sendiri 15 jt"

plok plok plok mau dpt duit drmn gw 15 juta sendirian.

ud deh gw ngimpi kyle patrick/joey lagi.drpd gw meratapi dan menangisi nasib gw.wktu di sunda kelapa lensa org pada panjang2 sedgkn pny gw kyk bantet gt - -"

let me cry.

boo hooo hoooooooooo

crazy dealer

peace love and grooviness

valerie d

najistri anjingnyahong

2008-09-30T22:55:00.000+07:00

uhhhm.ga ada tujuan gw hr ini tulis posting apapun.like i still have nothing to do.mom bragging and kept on asking me about....o yeh,makin her her fav amanjiwo chocolate souflee.helooooooooo mom outta ingredients here.i just polished my nails with black nail polish.hahahhaha i did that out of boredom.and today i was informed by dania that that poser got a brand new ruined guitar.WOW.thats huge.take it slow dear,i know its hard.i wish they weren't that loaded.loaded with big thick suicases of cash.geeezzzzzzz.

well,today i went to pi with mom.watched laskar pelangi.and we cried.BAHKAN DI SATU STUDIO CUMA KITA BERDUA OKEEEEHHHHH mantap.and ada mas2 dr lorong exitnya disamping kyk ngelirik2 gt frik abs deh.dan nyokk gw beli tiket nonton AWAKE.lgs gt lagi.gw blg MOM IM GOING HOME.BYE.jd nyokap gw gabisin 100 rb lagi for nothing.dan itu goblok bgt.grrrrrr.trus makan fish and co.sambil ngmngin "her"

i don't like YOU!!!ihhh amit2 yeh lu.dr dulu you never change a tinsy wincy bit.you are still taht stubborn girl and you knock ppl's brains out.cause your too dumbfor us to explain everything to you and all your lies are just fuckin STUPID.like you brain is this big --> . <-- thats your brain (i'm pointoing to the dot there haha)
i hate you how you look,how you act,your interesets and the whole i like this you like this your a copycat attitude.
played with my labrador a lot this week.i missed her :)

maap rada blur.karena dia ngos2an dan kaki gw dipukul2 sama buntutnya.thx soph.
and now she's my leg rest.shes sleeping on my foot haha.

and i have to give her a bath again tomorrow.she's kinda stinkyyy haha.

sometimes i wish i was a dog.you just sleep,run,eat and drink all day.no pressure.
ahhhh nilai mid gw gmn iniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :(

tau deh.haha.i'm soooo not liking soooo many ppl.
ahaha bsk lebaran..bagi yang merayakan,,slamat yaaaaa...
lalaalala.hmmmmphhh.bored.bored.bored.tp di rmh ud ada ketupat :) and itsss YUMMY..yum yum yum.and i just know sumthin.diaaaaa orangnyaaaa begitu toohhhhh.
hahah ga mining kyk ELO.selamat nebak yaaa ELO.
hwhw ^^ bhsnya PUTRY bgt deh NAJIS.

downloaded more songs from limewire.i'm just soo loving it rite now :P mee lovey dovey.
ok gw ga nyadar skrg ud jam 12.17 am.wakakak.gila i'm like a bat this holiday.this morning i woke up at like 12.30-ish and straight to my late breakfast-early lunch routine.theeennnn what did i do.hmmm o yeah,took a shower and went to pi with mom.thats boring.man im bored.

tai.bunyi apaan brsan.ok jd skrg like theres this banging noise from my cattery.tp ga ada apa2 men.shit apaan td.sophie stop barking.gaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh.boseeeennn - -"
i just found this really really funky-sound unique band named BLUE OCTOBER.ok deh yaa i posted sumthin about them last time : tp yaaa i really like them.hell knows why haha.
and i can't wait for TWILIGHT!
ok ok ok sabar val sabar.dan gw br tau si stephenie meyer tdnya wanted to publish Twilight but from the view of Edward.ok ok ok judulnya Midnight Sun (twilight and midnight sun almost looks the same) tp DITUNDAAAAAAA aaaaaa nangis gw.i'm only here for EDWARD CULLEN.(remembering he likes the color BLUE!) hahaha and he's stuck being 17 foreverrrr.
the most addicting book eh-furrrr.- -" i'm bein such a norak person.
bang bang bang whats that noise.bunyinya kyk ada yg ngelempar batu ke pintu teras cattery tau ga ssiiiihh serem amittttt jendelanya geter2.

now on my itunes-->trouble sleeping~the perishers.ok deh cocok sama gw skrg.i'm having trouble sleeping lalalalala haha.

ahhhh saya in love with with withhh..
1.LOMO.bagi orang yg pnya..gw ngiri bgt okeh sama lo.
2.my dogs.
3.my slr ;P pdhl gw ga apa2in.dan gw pgn bgt pnya lensa tele.ato fisheye.
4.fob's new single I DONT CARE-folie a deux-->worldwide 3 & 4 NOVEMBER ohh eight!
5.my strat.kmrn gw br maen2in jdnya gw cinta lg dehhh hehe.
6.laptop gw.bwhnya retak men.sedih bgt gw.
7.NYAMUK.ok nyamuk pls stop bothering me klo gw tls lo disini ok.ahhh gatel men rmh gw bnyk nyamuk.eh sori muk gw mesti cb bunu lu.
8.EDWARD CULLEN.muah.i love you edward ;)the best fictional character that i've read.haha move over harry potter.twilight series.
9.my room.cause i'm renovating my walls tomorrow.i'll give you a before&after pic of my room hHAHA
10.my ITUNES.

and i really really haaateeee:
1.JACOB BLACK for imprinting on Renesmee (spoiler.sorry bg yg blm baca ;P)
2.NYAMUK.ato lo maunya disini muk??gw beni bgt sama lo.
3.monyet anjing di kebon binatang sekolah
4.NYAMUK.gw br bunuh satu.dan kluar darah.ntar gw kena HIV gmn.(is it possible???)
5.my cat yg melahirkan anaknya ga ada tangan/kaki( ok maap ini emg digusting bgt)
6.toblerone yg white chocolate.ITS TOO SWEET.yuck.
7.org2 yg sok PERFECT.
8.copycats
9.mbak sar.(gw ga tau sihh sbnrnya dia slh apa ama gw)
10.lame indo ghost movies (pdhl serem stngh idup dan gw prnh nton ampe gw treak2 hsteris eek)

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaha

ahhhh ok serem.tb2 anjing gw gerenggereng gt ke nowhere.okk ur like a wolf.you growled seriously like a meany wolf.HAHA.
nyeuh.ahhh ga ada yg ol.ga ada org seru yg ol.gw bt bgt skrg gileeee mennnn. :
ahh saya bt dan gw ud ngantuk tp ga bs tdr.havin trouble sleeping.
dan gw lg dgrin lagu2nya jason mraz.ok dehhhhh.its like the acoustic sound that i like and i adore hehe.kmrn first attempt coba i'm yours gatot.hmppphhh.kyk weird bunyinya.the chords are easy tho.b-f#m-gm-e.
hmmm.hmmmm.

any new indie bands?no,not really.none that i really like.hmmmphh
when is cobra starship or the academy is coming to jkt.

dreaming.dreaming.

GILA!
1.robert patinson is writing BELLA'S LULLABY!(well,he is a singer.)
2.they sell Bella's engangement ring AND bracelet(the one with the wolf and the diamond heart) on twilightteez.com
3.and yeahhhh gw segila itu sama twilight.ga sih tb2 nemu aja gt lg bka stepheniemeyer.com bnyk linknya gw bukain satu2.

dan my laptop walpaper now is.....the cast of the Cullen family.haha.i have to be honest i'm in love with robert pattinson.dulu pas dia jd cedric gw ga gt suka.tp skrg kyk ganteng gt..ahhhh with his topaz eyes ops thats edward.

i wanna have a holidayyyy.this is your holiday val.no like a real holiday.like to somewhere.my cousins are so lucky :(

nyeeeehhh kpn coba bisa ampe kyk bgtu.kpn gw bs keliling2 kemana2.ngimpi.kpn gw bisa ampe ke ujung dunia kyk bgtu.WHEN THE HELL I CAN GET OUT FROM THIS CRAPPY COUNTRY.

like to canada or the us.its like the prettiest places ever.seattle.hmmpphhhh.

ok ini emg lebay.hahaha.

tp seriously i can't stand it anymore.the way *they* treat me.ahhh gw ud benci bgt tau ga.i'm soo tired off all the *PEOPLE* yg sumpe anjing bgt sama gw.be supportive.can't you ALL be like my friends and my MOM??????????????ahhh beda bgt and i hate it.

jeez.long post again.its a long night.

so long and good night.
whats the worst that i can say???

peace love and grooviness.

valerie d :)

i'm a klutz and i'm clumsy

2008-09-29T10:23:00.000+07:00

ooopssssss,,hihi :P
first day of a longgggg holiday.well just a week,but it's such a great thing to do.to sleep all day,to eat sleep read eat sleep read and this week i'm all FREE!i can watch tv now.i haven't watched any tv since 3 weeks ago.just on saturdays.and the thing that bothers me this holiday is that i have to do all the chores in the house,cleaning the cattery,giving my dogs very very long showers,and thank God,NOT combing my cats.haha.anyhoo.i fixed my limewire and i downloaded loads of songs that i missed hihi.
mom bought like a pack of empty cd's,and she gave me the idea to make my on the road soundtrack ;D i burned 3 cd's already.filled with similar sounds of a movie soundtrack.on the road.like i'm going somewhere - -"

and...there goes my almost perfect holiday being the babu of the house - -" ya ya ya lalala.
sedih bgt siiihhh kyknyaaaaaaaaaaaa.

last night,GW MIMPI KYLE PATRICK.lagi.ahhhh gila gw.gw sebulan ini ud ngimpiin dia 2x!grrrrr...dan kedua mimpinya to twittttt sekaliiiii hahahahaahha namanya juga mimpi ya udh lah yaaaaaaaa.gak jg sih,yang pertama ga gt twiit tapi pengen aja gt kejadian ingin sekalii hal itu terjadi.dan mimpi gw ama JOEYY ahhhhhhhhh my goshhhhh haaaaaaa mee likey you bothhhh lahhh yaaaa. ;)

will you think of me in time
its never my luck
so never mind
i want to say your name but the pain starts again
its never my luck
so never mind

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven

will you wait for me, in time
its never my luck
so i'll say never mind

and i've lost a lot of what i don't expect to ever return
i tend to push them 'till the pushing is gone from hurting to burn
i always take them to that place i thought they wanted to go
then end up dancing around
this clown commands applause at his show

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven
her heaven, inside her heaven
her heaven

and i can only dream of you and sleep
and i'll never see sun light again
i can try to be with you
but somehow i'll end just up losing a friend
and i can only reach for you
relate to you
im losing my friend
where did she go
where!

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
but i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven
stood outside her heaven
stood outside her heaven
won't you just let me into your heaven

-Blue October

it's like Jacob Black,who loves Bella,but it's never going to happen. My Never

oh goshhhh why do i have to be such a big big fan of twilighttttttt arrrrggghhh.

oh yeah for those ppl out there.gw jijik ama gaya lo yang ga mikir,dan gampang kehasut orang eek kyk dia.mikir dan mikir dan mikir.gunanya apa sebel sama orang yg sbnrnya ga prnh ngmngin elo dan dai nyeritain ke lo dgn XTRIM.beeeuuuuhhhhh i hate those kind of ppl yg gmpg sekali terhasut dan kyk iuuhhhhhhhhhh.
dan segoblok2nya orang,ga bakalan gw ngehasut2 orang,ngebuat army orang2 benci sama siapa gt.walopun gw prnh kyk bgt wktu sd.ok i hate i hate i hate those kind of ppl.well,ppl change and i really really don't get it why you are such an obsessed hater ampe sgitunya.i cried.GOBLOK.

stupid=stupa

XD

well,while i wrote this blog,i've been playin my strat ;) i missed him so much.i wanna name him.hahah ngimpi ato ngebayangin gw.ahhh ngacoooooooooooooo.
killing heidi is soooo,,i don't knw.feels lke they have such an old sound.hmmpphh.thx cameron croft for introducing this band to me.meet ya next week.happy holidays cheers.

saya aneh.

this is going to be such a long post.cause i'm here in my granddads room with my strat on my side,my red pick beside my track pad.and my beloved beloved iTunes.with my new freshly downloaded songs.my hairs a mess,i still have that morning breath.
hahahaa.and i feel so sleepy yet the reminiscence of last night's dream was wonderful.ahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

repeat repeat repeat.

i want a gibson acoustic.awwww goshhhhh gimme gimme. :( my acoustic sucks.its like 35 yrs old.since my grandpa bought it for my uncle and he left it at my house and after so many attempts of my cousin wanting to take it and selling it for the sake of big cash.

my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy is different.hmmmphhhh why can't it be normal like it used to??i hate it now.well not hate it like i wanna kill them,i just wish they were different.or just change like the way they used to.and while i'm writing this my hands smells like garlic it its making me wanna throw up.bad idea for cooking last night val.should've told mbak iyem to cook the spaggethi for you.

oh dear timw to bring my dogs out to poo and time for me to clean my labrador's cage.again.twice this day.oh Lord have mercy.

see yaa when i see ya.
see yaa don't wanna be yaa.
i wanna meet edward cullen sooo much and listen to his lullaby
sing me to sleep evventhough its impossiblee..

hmmphh

peace love and grooviness

valerie d ;)

i was...hyperventilating.

2008-09-26T19:47:00.000+07:00

yes i was.well,when i saw my new cat for the first time,and when i actually realized how fast i read stephanie meyer's twilight saga(twilight,new moon,eclipse,& breaking dawn in the process).
for anyone out there yang wouwouwou sama stephanie meyer dan dulu gw bnr2 eeewwwhhh,like i was soo anti-twilight last time, I APOLOGIZE.it is truly one of the best serial books ever made in human history.or even vampire history.haha :D
lalalala.finished 3 book,and another approx.20-30 pgs to go on the last and final book.
can't wait for the movie ;D here are many teasers of the trailer+the real trailer at youtube.check it.
the face of Edward Cullen that i expected wasn't like him.robert pattinson.or whoever his name is.ruined the vision of Edward in my head.

RENESMEE~~ *guess whose name is that!

welllll wellll wellll guess who started blogging.my vicious enemy.
bleeehhh ga lagi kyknya.we just stopped talking hell knows why.i just don't understand why we fight that time that year that day,that second.sorry.you are graduating this year,and hey,no pressure.we all have to forgive and forget.it was not hard for me and mcmiapu3dania last time.well,guess you've moved on,and so did i.
oh yaaaahhh klo lo nyadar itu elo,pelajarin "temen" lo baek2.bandingin siapa yang "suffering" ga usah nyalah2in orang duluan.lo blm dgr her side of story kan.
*sorry if i barged in to your problem,i just can't resist**i'm on your side*

i'm breaking apart.hmmmmppphhhhh.i can't feel my foot or my heart beaing when i think.sometimes.grrraukkkkkk grauk.bite my head of and burn me.
mid gw not so bad.until TODAY thats for sure.vck gw....gaaaahhhh the rest is like utterly FINE.
maids went home today.pipinya mbak sar bengkak.kyk gede sebelah gitu dan rada serem jujur ajaaa.matanya ketutup ama pipinya gt,like a bloated fish under the seaaa.TYO IS NOT COMING BACK TO THIS HOUSE EVER AGAIN.i don't know wether to be happy,or just be crappy or just feeling sorry for that orang yang mukanya pengen gw bejek bejek.(aka...)(you know who)oh yaa,sblm tyo brngkt tadi dia minta no hp lo.klo ampe lo dpt mystery caller,that means its just tyo doing me a favor for just annoying you.to annoy you lame ass off.i hate you.

anywaysss.paper tole.lagi.with a few justifications.semar gareng apa ama apa ama apa lah gw ga ngerti hahahaha,gw barengan ama jong :) shes a really really sweet kid.shes not a kid.shes as old as i am.haha.yaaaahh dia orang terbaik slaen satu kelas gw taon ini :) kls gw...how should i put it??its different.dulu 82 anak2 sekelas klo tabus pasti ribut dan si gitong pasti "eh eh eh delapan dhuaaaaaa....."hahaha.klo sekarang..alim.tapi ada mona.beeuuuughhh she gets on my nerves sometimes.some teachers too.
mat gw..haha VERY VERY GOOD om pau2 and mom said.thanks kind adults!

anyhooo.i wish i'm a vampire.ngimpiiiiiii...
and i hate werewolves.thats for sure.CAUSE I REALLY REALLY HATE JACOB BLACK!SON ON EPHRAIM BLACK!ok i have to much twilight in my head.sorry.back to my point,i'm nearly finished reading breaking dawn!and i'm not a big fan of the Volturis.

grandma duties.dinner.

gonna be back soon.

peace love and groovinessssssss

a twilight fan since 2 weeks agoo,,
valerieee d!

everything.everytime.everyday.

2008-09-21T15:36:00.000+07:00

i breath.i scream.i crouch down.i hide in my bathroom.sometimes i cry.
asssssssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
cape gw kadang2,and the thing is i don't quite know why i'm doing that,and i'm just too damn thoughtless to say or do or just calm myself down.
yesyesyes i finished twilight in 1 and a half days,well,lets just say 2 days to be fair.lebaran is almost here,and that means ketupat for everyone.
i wanna jump and surf and swim in the beautiful balinese blue ocean.
yesterday,dania ama gw ke PI!and we met mc,aileen,valerie anastasia,rani,syane dll (maap klo ga kesebut)ga ktmu c,tp hanya melihat krn mereka ngadep ke sushi bar di sushi tei dan mc ud kyki sewot gt ga tau napa hahaha.jadi awalnya cuma ga ama dania,we ate at burger spot,then we went back to pi to pick up mc from her parents and her sister.hihi :P "sori opm tante and feli,we had to kidnap ou sister and your daughter while were here" teehee.then we went to nu trax lalalala then to aksara and we saw lomos.theres a holga,a diana,and 3 kinds of fish eye.mom....plisssss plisssss.

dreaming in the evening,dreamin lalalaala

(weezer)

then after that we went by to periplus cause mc had to go home.all right,from periplus,dania and i went to beatz (we had to go all the way back to ex) then we were there for an hour i think.because of one kejadian yang bnr2 GOBLOK.so,my birthday last time.18 June 2008.we went there and i found Meg&Dia's cd.i almost bought it but,considering the price, and i didn't have the money last time,i figured,no its the time.hehehe.the nwhen i asked the mas mas behind the counter,her looked through the computer,but there wasn't any.then he asked did i see it here before,and i said yeah i did and lalalala,then dengan napsu gitu dia nyari kayak orang gila gt.dia nyari ampe lamaaaaa bgt gt kaki gw ampe pegel,dan dania ud blg "ud lah val,blg ga usah kasian kasian" trus dia nyamperin gw nanya itu tapi namanya benr kan meg and dia iya lah mas trus he asked for the details of the album.dan dia ampe 3x ada kali nyamperin gw ,and dania warning me dia kasian2 gt,tp dlm hati gw ketawa emang kasian cuma tu orang kyk ga mau give up.ya udhlah diemin aja.he is doing a good job,i think.hahaha.trus pas gw lg liat2 lagi,dia ngelewatin gw,udhlah forget it aja,gw blg "ga ada ya mas?" trus dia blg "lagi dicari kak bntar ya" trus gw blg "y udh deh mas klo ga ada gpp c,hehe" trus dia blg "gapapa ni kak,gapapa??minta no hpnya aja ya kak biatr nanti bisa dikabari klo ada" gw dlm hati dan pikiran "INI ORANG GILE YA GA PUTUS ASA tapi mukanya ud despo gt ga ktemu gw ngakak ngakak hahaha" trus y udhdeh gw sh no hp gw dan meninggalkan beatz.dan makan es krim ama dania di hagen dasz.
trus dr situ kita ke grandi,ke gramednya yg baru,liat gitar,murah bgt itu squier strato.1 komaan gt.klo ampe ada gibson yang semurah itu gw ud bs nangis men.terusss liat2 buku,trus lucunya,kita sempet tersesat di grandi bingung kafe oh la la dimana.tp akhirna nyampe trus pas ud di situ dania kyk kaget ngeliat patung liberty warna glod yang berjalan.hahahaah ud jalannya pelan gt.weird.lulullalala.kita makan soup disana.lumayan lah,trus ke disc tarra semenit ga ada trus pulang.hehehe.
di rumah gw..kita mengobrol ga lama gt hehe,dania dijemput,the night is over...
dania pulang gw melanjutkan my reading of new moon.hihi.
welll
sweedelly dooo i'm off to more reading of my currently fav book ;D

peace love and grooviness

valerie d :P

ouch.

2008-09-15T14:45:00.000+07:00

first day of mid terms.it's a boring,same old day di sanur.not much,not less.oh yeah.kmrn gw lg boker tiba2 TYO MASUK KMR MANDI GW.shittt.why everyone laughs at this story????
"terjadi kasus pelecehan seksual di rumah jalan banymas no.6" masuk metro tv deh gw.
okeeeyyyyyy i'm so dead bored.i kno i'm supposed to be studying,but i just have "to much"
to do right now.like writing this dumb ass blog.well,your not a dumb ass blogie,i'm just to tired and to dizzy to find a nicer word than dumb ass.

and i did it again.sorry.

hmmmpppphhhhhhhhhh.SEMUA ORANG KENAPA HARUS LEBAY.i mean its red.its there in front of your face,for God's sake, DO YOU ALL HAVE TO BE SOO LEBAY??????
i don't like lebay people yang mukanya sok innocent kyk ga tau begitu tau gak siiiiiiihhhhhh.ahhh i hate you lah ya,i just feel that feeling again.i hate it so much.gw ga suka ama lo yang nyuruh2 gw "acting" liek i'm a doll and you want to see my "stuff" that IS A VERY PRIVATE MATTER????oh nonono.you'd rather not.

Dania,i'm also starting to dislike you little puppy devil.idk why but everytime i see her face,it reminds me of someone(someTHING actually) that i think is very weird and graawwrrr i wanna tear her up to pieces.well,actually i really want to do that to THAT "AWESOMELLY" FREAKY GIRL IN MY CLASS WHO THINKS MY "STUFF" ARE MY BIRTHMARKS.
freak.hahahahahahaha --"

i'm tired and i'm bored.bored to think,bored to laugh,just bored to do anything.i want to scream and shout for myself hell knows why.huhhhh.

i'm deaddddddd dun dun dunnnnn.ehh ayo kita jalan :) the last time we went somewhere together was me and mc ke sency wearing uniforms,and we got kicked out sama ade lu mar.hahahaahahahahaaaaaaaaaa.bite my arse.

i wonderrr.if i...hmmphhh.it's to hard to think about it.i just don't give a shit about it anymore.bad ass punk.wishing you were somehow here again.and just say HI to me without making me beg mom just to make one phone call to you.you know how hard it is??but guess you cant call me or just talk to me anymore.cause you're not here.you are never here.YOU NEVER WERE.

anyways.
i'm just mumbling and trumbling and..is that even a word??trumbling.
open up your dictionaries kids.

hmmph

peace love and grooviness
valerie d ;)

2008-09-08T23:48:00.000+07:00

1. We¹re So Starving
2. Nine In The Afternoon
3. But It¹s Better If You Do
4. Camisado
5. She¹s A Handsome Woman
6. The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage
7. Behind The Sea
8. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
9. I Constantly Thank God For Esteban
10. That Green Gentlemen
11. There¹s A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven¹t
Thought Of It Yet
12. I Have Friends In Holy Space / Folkin¹ Around
13. I Write Sins Not Tragedies
14. Northern Downpour
------ENCORE------
15. Time To Dance
16. Pas De Cheval
17. Mad As Rabbits

song listnya panic at the disco 17th august 2008.i miss them.and i'm sad i didn't get a big warm hugs from them :(congrats to the peeps that got big warm hugs from brendon,ryan,spencer and jon :(
cheerio.

applause applause

2008-09-06T15:33:00.000+07:00

no,wait wait.

dear students i have an anouncement to make

it seems you all these days are such bitches

so i'll pick back up on that on another page.

i'm nuts.yes i am.hahaha.last week,si kak fery nyuruh kita hunting dengan konsep "SANUR HIJAU" dan yaaa minggu lalu,my pictures suck.it really did.bagus sihh(mnurut nyokap) tapi ga nyambung sama konsepnya.okehh thanks a lot mom.trus kmrn gw udh sangat amat despo.cause everyone's pictures are soo pretty and nice,and straight with the concept.sedangkan punya gw ga mining.so,when i had dinner with my grandma,gw baca koran dan i had thsi really,REALLY crazy idea.i told mbak sar buat ambil seragam gw yang udh ga gw pake,kaos kaki sepak bola sanur yang udh kedodoran aja jg gpp,spatu item pantofel sanur yang ud ga gw pake, balutan gips gw dulu sama tongkat yg wktu it wktu kaki gw digips and i told her to wake me up at 5 the next day.

this morning,(tepatnya jam 5.30 an krn gw kesiangan,dan untungnya kesiangan krn klo gw started to take pics at 5.00 am gw kyk org bego krn msh gelap),jam 05.30 an hampir smuanya msh tidur, GW BANGUNIN.gw bangunin mbak sar ama tyo doang c.trus i told mabk sar to wear my old uniform.dan sumpe gw ngakak kyk orang gila pagi2.hahaha.tyo kyk org goblok gt msh lunglai dan gw suruh dia pke balutan gw itu di kaki dia acting as a person with injured feet.like me last time.the difference is,i was not acting last time.hahaha.

(pictures cominggggg :P)

dan gw suruh mbak sar to throw away trash,nyirem tanaman,nyapu daun2 jatoh gt,dan the funniest part is...

I TOLD HER TO BLAGA "HELP" TYO BECAUSE OF HIS "INJURED" FEET

dan sumpe mukanya tyo mesuuuuuuuuuuuuuum abisss okehhh i laughed soo hard.picies here to see how insane and nuts i was this early in the morning.hold your breath.

(pictures comin' up ;D)

dan it was like so funny.ya udhlah i thought.drpd ga ada sama skali,at least it comes with a concept,"anak sanur suka membantu yg susah tanpa melihat perbedaan drajat,cinta alam" pdhl ga sm skali. - -"

dan td wkt di skolah,everyone had their pictures ready alredy, and i was like "shit.there are the bests.mine suck" i was having low esteem problems this morning and i was like "there goes my valuable time,taking pictures of odd and somehow creepy people.*sigh*"

trus wktu slse masak,mc sorta like borrowed my camera,and she took a pic of my hand dan hasilnya bagus gt...and i felt untalented

dan itu tuhhh lgs tmbh drop.

after that ud msk kls gt,dan dpn gw si *ehem*

nungguin dania ama enel lammaaaaa gt.gw bc buku chicken soup that mc brought.scary.ouch.

thennnnn dengdingdeng.dania and enel masuk kelas.trus gw kyk nemenin enel istirahat gt,dania ga ikt,cuma gw sama enel.truss yaaa i told her that NONE of my pictures are godd,they all suck.then she said the nicest thing that helped. "ijonya sanur kan ga cuma alam val,ekspresi aja yg dijadiin ijonya sanur" and that really really helped man.thanks nel :)

dan pas masuk kembali ke kelas,,it was my turn.and i was like shit.shit shit shit kill me if you have to.please.

trus yaa ud gt gw minjem card readernya dania,dan buka gt,dan ..

v="yaaa kak gmn dong nih ini,asy ga punya foto andalan gt kak"

f="ya sudahh kamu mau ceritanya,uhhhh konsepnya apaa??"

v="jadi ijonya sanur itu gak cuma aak sanur cinta alam gt2 kak,tp bisa di interpretasikan dengan hal lain,kyk ekspresi,dari ekspresi2 itu,kita tau klo "ijo" nya sanur itu macem2,ekspresinya jg macem2 loh kak"

(dan gw scroll down gt ada foto yg tadi pagi)

v=hadooo kak...ga ada foto andalan sayaaa (mc,mia,dania,enel,tassha,eliz dan ika mengerumun gt)(dan gw nunjuk foto2 yg td pagi gt) ini aja saya td pagi kak ngegrabnya sakin saya desperate ga tau mau konsep apa kak...(flicking throughthe pages of those dumb pictures this morning)

(semuanya pada ketawa ngeliat muka tyo yang mesuuuumm)hahahaha

f=nanti kamu kasih liat ke temen2 kamu ya foto2kamu.

v=HAH???

f=saya suka sama konsep kamu.saya suka cara berpikir kamu.kalian tau bumbu pada foto2 valerie ini apa??

(semua nengok ka fery gt)

f=HUMOR.itu bumbu pada foto2nya dia.ini foto terbaik ini yaa.valerie the best.

uhhm.okeh deh kak.i still don't get it.really.foto gw kyk tai men.bener deh.cuma gara2 lucu doang dan bhkn ada foto mbak sar tuh lagi nganga gt (okeh i'l post the pictures whenever i'm in my mom's room ;))

hadoooohhh.hahahaha.that was fun.so that happened on Saturday.

next week gw udh mid.

ohyeahhh "bad" news.thanks to my mom and tante tessy(tante tesong;lemon;thresa) i'm watching Diana Krall.

i'm like soooo sooo unintersted,and probably i'll just sleep at the concert.- -"
nahhh that would be mean.and rude.
i like to color lalalala it's not my fault the color spill all over it was her fault!

ga penting bgt deh.and sekarang gw di TBI diajar sama David yang ngajar AFI.beeeuuuhh okeh deh he is funny,but he kinda looks like..(ehem can't talk it here.)tee hee.he has this cempreng2 voice,but yeahhh he is funnier than cam,but he is somehow childish.but funny.i laughed my ass out today.my stomach hurts all day long :P
i sat with Isa today.she's fun.ok lahh not that bad. :) she's really funny at some times.hahaha
shit next week is already MID TERMSSSSS.i'm doomedd dun dun dun.

i'm so in love with the zutons!!especially my song.hahaha.VALERIE.lalalala its really jazzy and i like the way it sounds.funkeeehh.
i really would like to move to the US :( i'd rather be there and just move on with life there.jeeezz.it's like hell and crap here.

when shall i?
when can i?
i see the trees move and i see the winds blow
i never see the leaves change its color,i never saw a breeze of snow on my ears
i want to see i want to flee
shall i?can i?
can i see the world?can i walk across?
is this what i can only do?

ngantuk.i'm really pissed at ***** rite now.poser.i don't like ryan ross posers.
I HATE YOU.well,not as much as my friend (haha) hates you.but i'm starting to not like you very much.
and i also don't like m***.I HATE YOU.STOP FOLLOWING ME.STOP.get away.get lost.understand???

hmmmphh.time to go to bed.
anyways i'm glad i met Ines and Florence in facebook.my good good friends from Luxemburg :)

peace love and grooviness :)

valerie d

HELP!

2008-09-01T23:12:00.000+07:00

orang yang tau gimana caranya edit template blog HELP ME PLEASEEEE dari tadi gw ga bisa bisaaaa ampe jam 11.13 dari tadi gw udh desperadooo menn.help help help!!!

woo keeeyyy.

2008-09-01T16:58:00.000+07:00

not much to tell.seriously.
welllll hello.
you may know me as this "girl" from wordpress,but i changed sides.sorry wordpress i like blogger more :)
talk a lot,do a little i'm just a freakishly freaky girl (if that is making any sense rite now).no, i'm not.i'm normal.just thrown into a big world that eventually i have to explore.
if that also made any sense.
this is my first post in blogspot,don't be harsh please,newcomer.again, i'm just a girl, with little talent that just wants to be as talented as the legends (greenday.father of all alternative music.the beatles.fathers of all kinds of music.ramones.fathers of rock and roll)
lalalala i'm not a big fan of fashion blogs,cause honestly i think its like a total waste of time,and a lame thing to do.sorry for the people who are reading my blog and feels offended,i'm just telling you what i think personally and if you don't like it, then SPRAY it(i mean SAY it)

i'm at home and i'm all alone,wasting time with my facebook profile.want to bake brownies but i have no money.i want CHOCOLATE.its yummmyyyyyyy :)

my to-do list for this week:
1.get my plkj book from ms.khrisna.believe it or not i havent got all my school books completely
2.get my strat fixed.i broke the B string on the 31st of July.hahaha.(mc and mia remember "m.shadow" wanabeessss?????
3.redecorate my fuckin messy room.i hate the way it looks now.it looks better when it was full with the monkey-ish pete wentz all over
4.post pictures to this blog.spencers drum stick hahaha
5.do my fuckin tbi homework
6.download new songs to my shitty iTunes

i hate KELTIE COLLEEN.no questions asked.i just hate her.
and my shitty everyday people and all that nonsense and child-like talk and uniforms.
mee no likey likey.

sing to me the songs that you wrote,then i'll judge whether you'll be the next RYRO or you're just a fuckin asshole that's just a RYRO poser.i don't like you.neither of my friends.i never liked you you poser.poser poser lalalalalalaa.i'm not hoping to see you on "that" particular day okai.stop stalking this group of ours that YOU are not in.

does anyone has information where to buy hoodiess????cute ones,thats full with motives or ladybugs.

can't nordstrom open hereeee???cause theres clandestine in it.and i want it badddd.or an american apparel shop in jakartaaaa please.

upcoming shows:
22 october : avenged sevenfold (195 thou)
17&18 september : akon and sean kingston(???)

i'm not as lucky as you,but you have to know that you are one of the luckiest person ever.

anywayssss
mom is driving me crazy with all this shit man.
so.

i'm still soooo in love with this motto

peace,love and grooviness

valerie d