21.9.08

everything.everytime.everyday.

i breath.i scream.i crouch down.i hide in my bathroom.sometimes i cry.
asssssssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
cape gw kadang2,and the thing is i don't quite know why i'm doing that,and i'm just too damn thoughtless to say or do or just calm myself down.
yesyesyes i finished twilight in 1 and a half days,well,lets just say 2 days to be fair.lebaran is almost here,and that means ketupat for everyone.
i wanna jump and surf and swim in the beautiful balinese blue ocean.
yesterday,dania ama gw ke PI!and we met mc,aileen,valerie anastasia,rani,syane dll (maap klo ga kesebut)ga ktmu c,tp hanya melihat krn mereka ngadep ke sushi bar di sushi tei dan mc ud kyki sewot gt ga tau napa hahaha.jadi awalnya cuma ga ama dania,we ate at burger spot,then we went back to pi to pick up mc from her parents and her sister.hihi :P "sori opm tante and feli,we had to kidnap ou sister and your daughter while were here" teehee.then we went to nu trax lalalala then to aksara and we saw lomos.theres a holga,a diana,and 3 kinds of fish eye.mom....plisssss plisssss.
dreaming in the evening,dreamin lalalaala
(weezer)

then after that we went by to periplus cause mc had to go home.all right,from periplus,dania and i went to beatz (we had to go all the way back to ex) then we were there for an hour i think.because of one kejadian yang bnr2 GOBLOK.so,my birthday last time.18 June 2008.we went there and i found Meg&Dia's cd.i almost bought it but,considering the price, and i didn't have the money last time,i figured,no its the time.hehehe.the nwhen i asked the mas mas behind the counter,her looked through the computer,but there wasn't any.then he asked did i see it here before,and i said yeah i did and lalalala,then dengan napsu gitu dia nyari kayak orang gila gt.dia nyari ampe lamaaaaa bgt gt kaki gw ampe pegel,dan dania ud blg "ud lah val,blg ga usah kasian kasian" trus dia nyamperin gw nanya itu tapi namanya benr kan meg and dia iya lah mas trus he asked for the details of the album.dan dia ampe 3x ada kali nyamperin gw ,and dania warning me dia kasian2 gt,tp dlm hati gw ketawa emang kasian cuma tu orang kyk ga mau give up.ya udhlah diemin aja.he is doing a good job,i think.hahaha.trus pas gw lg liat2 lagi,dia ngelewatin gw,udhlah forget it aja,gw blg "ga ada ya mas?" trus dia blg "lagi dicari kak bntar ya" trus gw blg "y udh deh mas klo ga ada gpp c,hehe" trus dia blg "gapapa ni kak,gapapa??minta no hpnya aja ya kak biatr nanti bisa dikabari klo ada" gw dlm hati dan pikiran "INI ORANG GILE YA GA PUTUS ASA tapi mukanya ud despo gt ga ktemu gw ngakak ngakak hahaha" trus y udhdeh gw sh no hp gw dan meninggalkan beatz.dan makan es krim ama dania di hagen dasz.
trus dr situ kita ke grandi,ke gramednya yg baru,liat gitar,murah bgt itu squier strato.1 komaan gt.klo ampe ada gibson yang semurah itu gw ud bs nangis men.terusss liat2 buku,trus lucunya,kita sempet tersesat di grandi bingung kafe oh la la dimana.tp akhirna nyampe trus pas ud di situ dania kyk kaget ngeliat patung liberty warna glod yang berjalan.hahahaah ud jalannya pelan gt.weird.lulullalala.kita makan soup disana.lumayan lah,trus ke disc tarra semenit ga ada trus pulang.hehehe.
di rumah gw..kita mengobrol ga lama gt hehe,dania dijemput,the night is over...
dania pulang gw melanjutkan my reading of new moon.hihi.
welll
sweedelly dooo i'm off to more reading of my currently fav book ;D

peace love and grooviness

valerie d :P

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