i'm a klutz and i'm clumsy

ooopssssss,,hihi :P
first day of a longgggg holiday.well just a week,but it's such a great thing to do.to sleep all day,to eat sleep read eat sleep read and this week i'm all FREE!i can watch tv now.i haven't watched any tv since 3 weeks ago.just on saturdays.and the thing that bothers me this holiday is that i have to do all the chores in the house,cleaning the cattery,giving my dogs very very long showers,and thank God,NOT combing my cats.haha.anyhoo.i fixed my limewire and i downloaded loads of songs that i missed hihi.
mom bought like a pack of empty cd's,and she gave me the idea to make my on the road soundtrack ;D i burned 3 cd's already.filled with similar sounds of a movie soundtrack.on the road.like i'm going somewhere - -"

and...there goes my almost perfect holiday being the babu of the house - -" ya ya ya lalala.
sedih bgt siiihhh kyknyaaaaaaaaaaaa.

last night,GW MIMPI KYLE PATRICK.lagi.ahhhh gila gw.gw sebulan ini ud ngimpiin dia 2x!grrrrr...dan kedua mimpinya to twittttt sekaliiiii hahahahaahha namanya juga mimpi ya udh lah yaaaaaaaa.gak jg sih,yang pertama ga gt twiit tapi pengen aja gt kejadian ingin sekalii hal itu terjadi.dan mimpi gw ama JOEYY ahhhhhhhhh my goshhhhh haaaaaaa mee likey you bothhhh lahhh yaaaa. ;)

will you think of me in time
its never my luck
so never mind
i want to say your name but the pain starts again
its never my luck
so never mind

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven

will you wait for me, in time
its never my luck
so i'll say never mind

and i've lost a lot of what i don't expect to ever return
i tend to push them 'till the pushing is gone from hurting to burn
i always take them to that place i thought they wanted to go
then end up dancing around
this clown commands applause at his show

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven
her heaven, inside her heaven
her heaven

and i can only dream of you and sleep
and i'll never see sun light again
i can try to be with you
but somehow i'll end just up losing a friend
and i can only reach for you
relate to you
im losing my friend
where did she go
where!

i had a dream that you were with me
it wasn't my fault
you rolled me over
flipped me over
a summersault
and that doesn't happen to me
i've never been here before
but i saw forever in my never
and i stood outside her heaven
stood outside her heaven
stood outside her heaven
won't you just let me into your heaven

-Blue October

it's like Jacob Black,who loves Bella,but it's never going to happen. My Never

oh goshhhh why do i have to be such a big big fan of twilighttttttt arrrrggghhh.

oh yeah for those ppl out there.gw jijik ama gaya lo yang ga mikir,dan gampang kehasut orang eek kyk dia.mikir dan mikir dan mikir.gunanya apa sebel sama orang yg sbnrnya ga prnh ngmngin elo dan dai nyeritain ke lo dgn XTRIM.beeeuuuuhhhhh i hate those kind of ppl yg gmpg sekali terhasut dan kyk iuuhhhhhhhhhh.
dan segoblok2nya orang,ga bakalan gw ngehasut2 orang,ngebuat army orang2 benci sama siapa gt.walopun gw prnh kyk bgt wktu sd.ok i hate i hate i hate those kind of ppl.well,ppl change and i really really don't get it why you are such an obsessed hater ampe sgitunya.i cried.GOBLOK.

stupid=stupa

XD

well,while i wrote this blog,i've been playin my strat ;) i missed him so much.i wanna name him.hahah ngimpi ato ngebayangin gw.ahhh ngacoooooooooooooo.
killing heidi is soooo,,i don't knw.feels lke they have such an old sound.hmmpphh.thx cameron croft for introducing this band to me.meet ya next week.happy holidays cheers.

saya aneh.

this is going to be such a long post.cause i'm here in my granddads room with my strat on my side,my red pick beside my track pad.and my beloved beloved iTunes.with my new freshly downloaded songs.my hairs a mess,i still have that morning breath.
hahahaa.and i feel so sleepy yet the reminiscence of last night's dream was wonderful.ahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

repeat repeat repeat.

i want a gibson acoustic.awwww goshhhhh gimme gimme. :( my acoustic sucks.its like 35 yrs old.since my grandpa bought it for my uncle and he left it at my house and after so many attempts of my cousin wanting to take it and selling it for the sake of big cash.

my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy is different.hmmmphhhh why can't it be normal like it used to??i hate it now.well not hate it like i wanna kill them,i just wish they were different.or just change like the way they used to.and while i'm writing this my hands smells like garlic it its making me wanna throw up.bad idea for cooking last night val.should've told mbak iyem to cook the spaggethi for you.

oh dear timw to bring my dogs out to poo and time for me to clean my labrador's cage.again.twice this day.oh Lord have mercy.

see yaa when i see ya.
see yaa don't wanna be yaa.
i wanna meet edward cullen sooo much and listen to his lullaby
sing me to sleep evventhough its impossiblee..

hmmphh

peace love and grooviness

valerie d ;)